The ugly truth { Wednesday, September 22, 2010 * }
I prefer writing at onsugar instead of blogger.
Ouh no bloggy, its not because i've forgotten about u or anything but seriously ur layout is making me bored to death already and im such a lazy ass when searching for new skin.
Oh well, at least i have you rite?
I could share my thoughts and feelings.
Since i totally effing forgotten either my username or passwords on onsugar, by all means im jotting it all down here.
Im been enjoying myself for the past two days. Well actually it was today and yesterday.
Seriously, money do make things a lot more easier.
But now that im back home, i tried to think back of what i did.
It just leads to two different possibilities that neither one of them make me feel good.
Don't get me wrong i had fun.
Gosh how is wish i could prolong that one day one night and a three quater of the day of ' living my own life ' thingy ebenthough its right at the town of singapore.
I mean its been a while since i enjoyed so much ya know living my own life and such but idk.
Its like im hanging by a loose thread again.
But at the same time i prefer this kind of situation.
It made me feel special but at the same time feel the same as the others. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ { Saturday, September 11, 2010 * }
Okay fine fine. Hari Raya isn't always about $$$$ but i can't help it. I mean it will be a matter of a few more years before this capricorn teenager will be reaching her adult years and that means no more receiving but giving those filled green packets. Actually, im pissed cos this group of adults didn't give me those colourful packets. I grumbled when i shake head with them. In my mind lah.
Its always the same questions asked by the makciks especially. Pakciks are a lot more less kepo.
First : Dahkerja? ( Are you working already ? )
Second: Poly eh ? ( Poly eh? )
* No mkck. Im in ITE. Whats wrong? Got a problem with it isit.
Third: Dade boyfriend? ( Do you have a boyfriend? )
* No mkck, i did have one but our relationship didn't last. Wish i could snap that
sentence straight to their face. Do you have to remind me that? F.U.
Fourth: Bile nak kahwin? ( When are you getting married ? )
* Firstly mkck. How can i get married when i dun have a boyfriend in the first place.
Secondly, im only reaching, i repeat REACHING 19. Want me to spell it out for you?
Its N-I-N-E-T-E-E-N .
If i were to get married at this age, u mkcks will start bitching saying im married in a
shotgun marriage rite? Pfft.
Actually these are the main questions asked every year. Thank god its once a year.
The main point is. IM STILL YOUNG TO GET GREEN PACKETS ! Ouh yah. Someone always remind me this. Say alhamdullillah. =)
hey im here again. { Monday, September 6, 2010 * }
Hey hello there . Im back here. Not really but i think i'll be shifting back here. Reason being i can't log in to my onsugar. I forgot my username. Or my password. Either one. Ha ha ha ha ha.
Oh well it was an okay experience ya know sharing stuffs on onsugar. I did quite a lot of updates since i've moved there. Since i've forgotten my username, i believe it should be my username, i'll be here. Hey wait. Didn't i just said that just now?
Getting old.
Things to share. Lets see, i totally screwed up my OFA. Microsoft excel 2007. The ever first time in my ITE history that i'll be failing a module. And mind you, its my favourite subject in the past for god sake. Bonkers as it is. Dang it. There goes my grade.
My internet explorer is having problems. Thus making it much more irritating to be surfing websites these past few days, I don't even play that much games anymore on facebook.
In other note, thank god for that i guess? Or else, life will be filledwith Fb games.
Boring much.
Im kinda anticipating for raya to come by this year. In a matter of 3 days left. Wow and this year, besides my menses hols, i didn't do any deliberately break-fasting. Yay me. Clap clap.
Mainly because i have no reason and kakis too. Ha ha ha ha ha.
Last year was fun yet sinful much. So many kakis to break fast with. I guess this year my mind isn't that crazy . Or gees im blabbering nonsense.
Besides that, im glad we're in good terms. =)
Ouh wait. One more thing. I have problems with my right eye. Blurry much. Even with the spec on.
Ouh one more thing. Hehs. I didn't get to watch Camp Rock 2. Aww man. Dang it much. { Saturday, July 31, 2010 * }
I've moved to onsugar. { * }
Lets see whats on the list today . .
Ouh i was in dreamland, heavenly sleeping so soundly until a message popped.
Ouh yeah thats me, i can sleep so soundly but a short message tone still wakes me up.
If only i am that alert in time.
Im not pissed at what happened while exchanging messages.
Maybe i was but i tried to be rational ya'know.
Cos ultimately whatever happens, even if its my faults or not,
it will definitely marked as "Okay Intan, its your fault".
So whatever to whats happening now.
I love my boyfriend.
I just wish that he have a lil more confidence in me when i say that phrase.
* Smiles *
Moving on . . I did another account just now.
An account on Onsugar.
I was just fooling ard but then it got serious and then i decided why am i thinking? Im so used to Blogspot already even though its considered lame now.
Moreover, who reads this boring old blog rite ?
I feel like heading back to bed but its just too hot to sleep.
Oh my gaaddddddd weather.
Can't u just like make a decision to either be hot or cold.
U can't be like Katy Perry's Hot and Cold song ya'know.
Think of all these poor Singaporeans earthlings will ya?
I got a fever thanks to ur indecisive weather control dear weather.
Oh my gaaddd, speaking of Katy Perry, i wanna go to Singfest.
Hahs i wish. Sob sob sob .. .
Okay bye people. Hello. { * }
You know what?
Im so used to typing my fb password that i kept typing it for any other accounts i have.
Whats my password?
Im not telling.
I feel like switching into another main domain for my web diary, but the only thing pulling me against it will be the fact that its so 'sayang' to give up the old posts away. Wait wait, who am i kidding with? Besides the unwillingness to give up that past posts, another thing on my mind will be for what? This blog is mainly written for me, myself and i. Just that its open for the public to read.
My current situation?
Im in my room surrounded by darkness and accompanied by my dear lappy and the sound of my fan. Why didn't it occur to me to switch on the lights? Cos the lights ain't working people.
Don't you dare spook me.
I shall shout "DADDY" as loud as i can.
Actually i'll be shouting "MUMMY!"
Ouh besides that, im totally down with a fever.
My body is hot and cold.
Those ugly annoying symtoms of a fever.
You know what?
Up till now im still wondering if i spelt 'symtom' correctly.
Cos it ain't look correct to me.
Oh well.
I shall go get some sleep.
I just hate that feeling of ya'know when u're down with a fever and ur mouth started to feel a lil, how to say . . uhmmm its just ain't rite. And the fact that whenever you try to swallow down ur saliva, a part of your ear, in my case my left ear kinda hurts. Its not really hurting, it just have tat feeling which im loss for words to describe. Heh.
Oh well again. Goodnight. Maybe it was a mistake. { Thursday, July 29, 2010 * }
Because as far as women keep saying about how big or how huge or any other chim synonyms to decribe a man's ego, i think women ego are no difference too. Example will be me here.
But then again, women might be true. Don't we?
I prefer writing at onsugar instead of blogger.
Ouh no bloggy, its not because i've forgotten about u or anything but seriously ur layout is making me bored to death already and im such a lazy ass when searching for new skin.
Oh well, at least i have you rite?
I could share my thoughts and feelings.
Since i totally effing forgotten either my username or passwords on onsugar, by all means im jotting it all down here.
Im been enjoying myself for the past two days. Well actually it was today and yesterday.
Seriously, money do make things a lot more easier.
But now that im back home, i tried to think back of what i did.
It just leads to two different possibilities that neither one of them make me feel good.
Don't get me wrong i had fun.
Gosh how is wish i could prolong that one day one night and a three quater of the day of ' living my own life ' thingy ebenthough its right at the town of singapore.
I mean its been a while since i enjoyed so much ya know living my own life and such but idk.
Its like im hanging by a loose thread again.
But at the same time i prefer this kind of situation.
It made me feel special but at the same time feel the same as the others. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ { Saturday, September 11, 2010 * }
Okay fine fine. Hari Raya isn't always about $$$$ but i can't help it. I mean it will be a matter of a few more years before this capricorn teenager will be reaching her adult years and that means no more receiving but giving those filled green packets. Actually, im pissed cos this group of adults didn't give me those colourful packets. I grumbled when i shake head with them. In my mind lah.
Its always the same questions asked by the makciks especially. Pakciks are a lot more less kepo.
First : Dahkerja? ( Are you working already ? )
Second: Poly eh ? ( Poly eh? )
* No mkck. Im in ITE. Whats wrong? Got a problem with it isit.
Third: Dade boyfriend? ( Do you have a boyfriend? )
* No mkck, i did have one but our relationship didn't last. Wish i could snap that
sentence straight to their face. Do you have to remind me that? F.U.
Fourth: Bile nak kahwin? ( When are you getting married ? )
* Firstly mkck. How can i get married when i dun have a boyfriend in the first place.
Secondly, im only reaching, i repeat REACHING 19. Want me to spell it out for you?
Its N-I-N-E-T-E-E-N .
If i were to get married at this age, u mkcks will start bitching saying im married in a
shotgun marriage rite? Pfft.
Actually these are the main questions asked every year. Thank god its once a year.
The main point is. IM STILL YOUNG TO GET GREEN PACKETS ! Ouh yah. Someone always remind me this. Say alhamdullillah. =)
Hey hello there . Im back here. Not really but i think i'll be shifting back here. Reason being i can't log in to my onsugar. I forgot my username. Or my password. Either one. Ha ha ha ha ha.
Oh well it was an okay experience ya know sharing stuffs on onsugar. I did quite a lot of updates since i've moved there. Since i've forgotten my username, i believe it should be my username, i'll be here. Hey wait. Didn't i just said that just now?
Getting old.
Things to share. Lets see, i totally screwed up my OFA. Microsoft excel 2007. The ever first time in my ITE history that i'll be failing a module. And mind you, its my favourite subject in the past for god sake. Bonkers as it is. Dang it. There goes my grade.
My internet explorer is having problems. Thus making it much more irritating to be surfing websites these past few days, I don't even play that much games anymore on facebook.
In other note, thank god for that i guess? Or else, life will be filledwith Fb games.
Boring much.
Im kinda anticipating for raya to come by this year. In a matter of 3 days left. Wow and this year, besides my menses hols, i didn't do any deliberately break-fasting. Yay me. Clap clap.
Mainly because i have no reason and kakis too. Ha ha ha ha ha.
Last year was fun yet sinful much. So many kakis to break fast with. I guess this year my mind isn't that crazy . Or gees im blabbering nonsense.
Besides that, im glad we're in good terms. =)
Ouh wait. One more thing. I have problems with my right eye. Blurry much. Even with the spec on.
Ouh one more thing. Hehs. I didn't get to watch Camp Rock 2. Aww man. Dang it much. { Saturday, July 31, 2010 * }
I've moved to onsugar. { * }
Lets see whats on the list today . .
Ouh i was in dreamland, heavenly sleeping so soundly until a message popped.
Ouh yeah thats me, i can sleep so soundly but a short message tone still wakes me up.
If only i am that alert in time.
Im not pissed at what happened while exchanging messages.
Maybe i was but i tried to be rational ya'know.
Cos ultimately whatever happens, even if its my faults or not,
it will definitely marked as "Okay Intan, its your fault".
So whatever to whats happening now.
I love my boyfriend.
I just wish that he have a lil more confidence in me when i say that phrase.
* Smiles *
Moving on . . I did another account just now.
An account on Onsugar.
I was just fooling ard but then it got serious and then i decided why am i thinking? Im so used to Blogspot already even though its considered lame now.
Moreover, who reads this boring old blog rite ?
I feel like heading back to bed but its just too hot to sleep.
Oh my gaaddddddd weather.
Can't u just like make a decision to either be hot or cold.
U can't be like Katy Perry's Hot and Cold song ya'know.
Think of all these poor Singaporeans earthlings will ya?
I got a fever thanks to ur indecisive weather control dear weather.
Oh my gaaddd, speaking of Katy Perry, i wanna go to Singfest.
Hahs i wish. Sob sob sob .. .
Okay bye people. Hello. { * }
You know what?
Im so used to typing my fb password that i kept typing it for any other accounts i have.
Whats my password?
Im not telling.
I feel like switching into another main domain for my web diary, but the only thing pulling me against it will be the fact that its so 'sayang' to give up the old posts away. Wait wait, who am i kidding with? Besides the unwillingness to give up that past posts, another thing on my mind will be for what? This blog is mainly written for me, myself and i. Just that its open for the public to read.
My current situation?
Im in my room surrounded by darkness and accompanied by my dear lappy and the sound of my fan. Why didn't it occur to me to switch on the lights? Cos the lights ain't working people.
Don't you dare spook me.
I shall shout "DADDY" as loud as i can.
Actually i'll be shouting "MUMMY!"
Ouh besides that, im totally down with a fever.
My body is hot and cold.
Those ugly annoying symtoms of a fever.
You know what?
Up till now im still wondering if i spelt 'symtom' correctly.
Cos it ain't look correct to me.
Oh well.
I shall go get some sleep.
I just hate that feeling of ya'know when u're down with a fever and ur mouth started to feel a lil, how to say . . uhmmm its just ain't rite. And the fact that whenever you try to swallow down ur saliva, a part of your ear, in my case my left ear kinda hurts. Its not really hurting, it just have tat feeling which im loss for words to describe. Heh.
Oh well again. Goodnight. Maybe it was a mistake. { Thursday, July 29, 2010 * }
Yes maybe it was a mistake.
It hurts ya know.
Making me cry everyday like nobody business.
Isit that enjoyable to see me having a red eye always?
Like seriously?
Sheesh maybe it was a mistake.
I shouldn't have decided upon you.
I shouln't have changed.
I should stick to the ones im used to but oh well since im quite a headstrong person, i should endure.
Dear contact lenses of whatever brand u are, im never ever gonna buy ur brand again.
Bah !
I don't like the sight of unbalance eyes sizes.
One smaller than the other.
Sheesh.
I should stick to my freshkon alluring eyes and stick to brown.
Hmmpt. Pfft.
Ha ha ha to me.
Too much of Edward Cullen is not much of a favor to your life.
Or in my case my dear right eye.
Its always the right. Ugh.
Wait wait wait hold on, why is Edward Cullen being pulled into this situation?
Because u wanna know why?
I thought buying a maroon coloured maxi contact lenses will make me look like one of the cold ones.
Hahahahahahaha.
How vulnerable of me.
Okay bye.
I look good with spectacles to school. =D
Out of control. { Sunday, July 25, 2010 * }
Because as far as women keep saying about how big or how huge or any other chim synonyms to decribe a man's ego, i think women ego are no difference too. Example will be me here.
But then again, women might be true. Don't we?