Random { Wednesday, June 30, 2010 * }
Hi. Im here to complain. About parents perspectives on kids nowadays. Well yeah some are true but some are just a book judged by its cover perspective.
U see, one of my dad's friend called him up to complain that he's 16 years old daughter was missing and never come home. Then dad asked me, do i by chance knows this siti aishah something whatever shit and my answer was simple. Its not an answer but a question from me.
So my reply was, " How old was she and how old am i ? " and then by dad knew i was being sarcastic and realised of course i didn't know this girl. Bah.
Then dad keep on ranting abt teenagers nowadays blah blah blah. Hah dad , dun ever compare me with her. I do things in silence but she does things out loud. So she's showing the world that she's just rebellious. Get it ? Heh. Opps. I mean im not saying my friends are all saint and pure, we are all about the same. Its just tattoos, smoking, drinking and maybe piercings that covers their kindness as a friend. Uhmm u ghost readers get what i said? Well for some maybe those typical matreps & minahs, even i look down upon them. Errrr. . . i think im a lil out of ideas on how to put my sentences right. If not another meaning will be served.
Ouhhh ya dad said his friend have done every single things to ya know make her realise that she's doing wrong, actually sir if i have the chance and the balls to correct you, violence being put on ur child is not an answer. And to the daughter, choose ur friends wisely balls. I mean i rather have fun outside with my friends on a holiday which my parents knew or maybe sleepovers in comfy beds with our own convenience rather than running away from homes and acting like a refugee tsk tsk hahahahhaaaahaahha !
Im out. I've said enough.
Im not saying im pure and saint. If my parents knew what i did behind them, i think they might faint or have an heart attack. Every child have secrets kept from their parents, because this secrets will turned a happy family upside down if the secrets are revealed or known. Secrets are kept so that parents are not hurt. Ain't that true ? Its just that. { * }
Its either just me not eating properly with a normal food timetable or i just have a thing with major headache. Yeah balls its getting on my nerves this stupid headache of mine. Bah !
Im a liar , go away from me.
I may hurt ur feelings even by saying the truth.
Im texting with u rite now and i may seem nonchalant but u don't see me crying dude.
Im not a lover.
I will never be a good one even if i tried making up for the things ive done.
Im not a good promise keeper.
I will go back on my promises.
But even if i did, it just seem like i didn't.
I accept that fact cos im a liar in the first place. U can't trust me fully.
Im someone who really content with the person she's with now.
Im really happy to be back with that someone i love.
Its just the things i did in the past that stops us frm being normal.
Im trying to be the best.
Im trying to make up for the things i did but i guess it'll never helps.
Im glad to have that someone i love around with me.
Even if we're are acting cats and dogs, im still content.
Cos im still talking to u, contacting u, at least i have u ard me.
So even if im crying, u can't see.
I can't see u too, to see the actual expression u have now.
If its disgust, i'll accept that.
I'll accept all the things u said to me except goodbyes.
I just got back that someone i love and i won't lose him that easily.
Im posting this post as letting my heart out and a message for u.
Trust may not be my side but at least believe that i love u so much Mohd Khir. { Thursday, June 24, 2010 * }
I have nothing to say except . . . i didn't know there was a numlock button on a laptop. Heh.
Oh what a day today was.
All i can say is that rainy days doesn't ruin my day but ruined my plan.
Anybody liking this?
U see, i was planning to go to west coast park with my boyfriend,
cos im like dying to be a child again and wanna play the playground.
Say lol if u want to.
Yeah that was the plan but noooooooo it was raining.
So we both just went ahead with the plan since the bus
we're taking will lead us to west coast park and vivocity.
Since it was pouring heavily, we decided to just proceed to vivo.
But then halfway thru the bus journey, i though hey why don't we just chill at his crib since we'll just a be a couple wandering ard with no sense of direction at vivo anyway.
So dearest Hair agreed and we alighted the bus.
Since we don't know where the hell were we except the name of the neighbourhood
was Pandan Garden, so we just roamed around the neighbourhood searching for the bustop.
It was still pouring heavily btw.
We walked, walked, walked till the bustop was found.
Ouh the misery doesn't end there, it just got started.
I was wearing white and my bag was a mixture of pink and other colours.
Well yeah, the pink stained my white shirt.
Sob sob sob.
Took the bus, alighted and home sweet home of his we finally reached.
Ouh no no no the misery doesn't end there,
my chocolate drink spilled on my shirt.
There goes my white shirt.
Actually im just telling u guys the story of my white shirt. Ha ha ha.
Anyway, i should be asleep by now.
Cold sweats and headache isn't a good combination for me to have.
Nites.
Suddenly i realised, im not blogging for people to read, im just blogging because ...
Bah . Idk why lately ive been having low self esteem of myself. Its making me stress more. Sigh.
Naaahhhh i won't blog about this low self esteem thingy. I don't want to be that kind of person. Its just this few days.
Hahaha.
Ive to keep reminding myself that ive shed those unwanted kilos of my body.
Even if there's still left a few.
Arghhhhhh !
Gees. Blame my boyfriend. He has a tone body. Pfft but i like it. Hehehehe.
Anyway, to top it off, WHAT A BORING MONDAY IS IT TODAY !
ITS HOT, HUMID AND BORING TO THE CORE.
GEES.
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED.
I need to make plans soon.
Oh well will be meeting my ever so lovable ADN classmates this thurs.
Its a school thing.
ADN is admin btw. Hehs.
Hahahaha i can't wait for school to start.
Like just imagine gg to school in like just 5 mins.
Walk half a block, cross the road and voila ! Ive reached school !
Only the thing is, ive to constantly remind myself that its not ite clementi anymore.
Its college west, cck.
Which means, after this a whole lot of ppl frm the west side campus plus balestiar and amk will be there too.
Anyway that is.
There's so many places that i wanna go.
Only thing that stops me frm gg there or being there is kaching2 $$$$.
I tell ya i won't be working anytime sooner. Bah. Its an animal play. { Sunday, June 20, 2010 * }
Hey there ghost readers. Ghost writer is here ! Fine L A M E .
Had an early morning today. Heard mum annoying live alarm clock as early as 9. Bah. Hey ! Thats early for me ya'know. Okay proceed to the story, had a so called family outing so should i say 'future' addition to the family outing. Hehehe . Ouh to the zoo btw. Yay zooo ! Animals ! Monkeys !
Baboons!
Monkeys !
Orang Utans !
Chimpanzee !
Monkeys !
And other animals of course. Big brother treated the whole fam there. Free yay!
I was the one who was super excited of course despite being an auntie.
Did i mention there's three kids there?
And i still behave as childish as i can be !
What? Its the zoo ! Of course im super elated !
Didn't even care of the auntie status that i have now.
Im still daddy's lil girl. =D
Just not that expensive.
Daddy was exited too. Onl after eating, he was too jaded. Tummy bloating as usual.
Ouh it was also a Father's Day celebration for my dad.
Happy Father's Day Dad !
I should go there again. I want to play the carousel. =C
Honey are u reading?
Im too lazy to blog now. So this is where i should end. Bye. I love my baker man. ;) { Saturday, June 19, 2010 * }
Its a sore throat u ass. { Thursday, June 17, 2010 * }
For today only, im the man.
Hey that should go onto the title box rite? Oh well nevermind.
I sound like a dude.
Really. Like seriously.
My sore throat is baddddddddddddddddddd i tell ya !
I was waiting for the bus or lrt just now and mum called.
I answered wit my dude voice and this old couple just stared at me.
Hello dumbass. Don't u ever encounter a sore throat before.
Stupid.
Im nowhere near a transvestite u old couple.
Pfft.
Okay that tranvestite part is a lil bit over reacting hahhahaha !
Wonder how it'll sound like if i did went for sheesha tday?
Gees i'll hurt my throat even more.
I'll have no voice by tmrw. Ugh.
But at times like this, i wonder how's the life of those dumb people.
Its all silence and just handsigns for communications.
The only time i did that when my friend are like far away , handsigns do helps at that point of time.
Anyway, pity them.
Thank god im born with no illness.
Hehehehehehehe. =D
But too bad, human beings can run frm being sick.
And for the first time, im kinda obedient when it comes to taking medicines.
Hahahahahahhaahaha!
I feel like baking cookies.
Okay tats all. Ouh bby im sick. { Tuesday, June 15, 2010 * }
Okay those uneasy, melo-dramatic plus nightmarishchapters are over. As in over.
And im loving it ! Parapapapa !
Yayness two hands *clap clap jumping up and and down*
Hahahahhahaahahahahahahahah !
I love u very very much dude !
Honestly, it took me quite a while there to accustom it all in my mind. It seems so dreamy.
U know how i loveeeeeeeeeeee to daydream darling.
Now that those chapters are trashed into the past bin, lets start a new one. Lets talk about patience people. PATIENCE.
WTF. And all the way i was bugging mum to like cancel the whole thingy and just go home. But noooooooo . . . she didn't listen to her daughter. Instead she said, ' it'll get worse during the night' . Uhmmm quite true. But she did complained too ! The guy before me was taking such a long time and he wnet in to see the doctor twice. He was doing surgery as i was told. Something wrong with his balls or something i guess. Gees thats mean.
WTF again. Did i mention my number was like 22. And when i came in, the doctor was only serving patient no 1. Sigh so thats explained the 2 and half hours. Ouh Oi Harry waited for me like 2 hrs or something too. Oppsy my bad. Mother's order.
WTF again and again. There's this small chubby fat girl with her grandma, and she just can't fcuking sit still. Its annoying. REALLY annoying. I meant it. I feel like gg to her and shut the hell out of her. I am mean. In the other hand, she's cute. Cos she's fat, short and chubby. And im not being damn mean and sarcastic okay. =D * look left to right *
Its nearly four in the moning and why am i not ZZzzzz-ing away.
Cos a cockroach just literally ran onto my leg and probably hiding somewhere in my room. Did i mention that i was sleeping soundly on my bed ? It took me 30mins to ensure myself that it had died. Mummy went to spray my entire bedroom heh. I called mum. What else can i do ? Hee.
Okay im done here. Morning. =D So maybe the end shld be this way? { Saturday, June 12, 2010 * }
Hey you. I don't wanna fight anymore. I don't wanna argue anymore. I don't wanna have misunderstandings anymore.
So now all i can say is. Now its just u. Then me. No more u and me.
But wait a minute, there's is no more u and me.
We can never be at peace if there's u and me.
Im sure u got tired of all these arguments. fights and misunderstandings. I do too.
So . See ya when i see ya. If the world is small, we might bump into one another someday.
Im not here to prove anything.
Im not here to show that i can be totally independent with u not ard or whatsover.
Im just here to say what i had to say.
Btw u don't owe me anything.
Dude listen here. Yeah i gt no balls to say it straight to ur face.
U know whats our problem?
U don't trust me and hand down i knew it long ago and i've learnt to live with it.
And frankly, i can close one eye.
But when its too much, its getting on my nerves.
Secondly, u dun trust my friends either.
Maybe u do but who know? Cos u've been acting like all my friends are just freaking bad.
Haahs maybe ur best friends don't like me either. And i so think tats true. Ha ha.
I made their best friend so down low.
I looked cheap to them too.
Thirdly, yes u leave me hanging dude.
U came in and out of my life.
Can't u see that in a way, this relationship or whatsover is controlled by u?
If u don't think so, i do.
Ur jealousy are out of control.
Pictures doesn't tell all dude.
Wall posts doesn't tell all too dude.
If it does. that i shld be the one one bombarding u with fcuking lame jealousy.
See how many girls u have.
Okay fine they are friends.
Then what are mine?
Scandals lovers to u. I knew it.
I have my empty promises and let u down .
But get this for sure, my love ain't fake.
Think whatever u want to think.
I immuned to it already.
This three months is just enough to make me stabilize myself.
How can i know how u feel?
Everytime we met, we'll be fighting by the end of the day.
Afterwhich goodbye.
Im done with it. Thats why i don't put in high hopes anymore.
My problem?
I kept breaking tat promises i made to you.
Giving empty promises to you.
I act like someone who has no dignity aren't i?
Im stubborn. Fcuking hands down stubb.
Just so u know there's a difference btwn a friend compared to someone u love dude.
Get that in ur mind.
Sigh.
At the end of the day, i wish everything could just be normal .
Im nt over you.
Its just that for the past three months, i have to learn to live my life without u.
Cos, honestly ive been overly dependent on u.
And my fb status doesn't tell that im over u dude.
The past three months i've to learn to live with myself again what.
I love you dude.
Just that ur mind just can't seem to acknowledged that.
Babe.
Until the things i imagined or daydreamed about finally came true, i won't be bothered. It sounds better with i can't be bothered but i try not to. I shall wait. And see what the outcome will be.
Peace. Is what you get.
Hi.
Today im feeling a lil bit distracted.
And at the same time idk just thinking.
Have u ever encountered a time whereby u kept saying to let it all go but at the same time u're wishing that everything will just turn back to normal. I do.
Sorry for being kinda emotional today.
Ive just watched this Hindi movie and thus explain all these feelings stuffs.
Its not just about the Hindi movie.
I've been stalking as usual.
Eeee i sound creepy.
I mean not stalking as in really stalking, just ya know randomly or purposely checking on how the other party is doing and what the other party is up too.
Sometimes i feel its for me, but then maybe ive been daydreaming too much.
U seem happy. I guess.
Maybe its the same. Ure looking at mine thinking im am happy, and me looking at yours and thinking ouh u're happy now.
I know i do. But not happy. Just smiling following the phase of everyday life.
Maybe u're doing that too.
Strangers.
I guess for now we are.
I can never be ur friend.
I just miss you thats all. Bye.
Ouh btw, Got to catch 2 movies in 2 days straights thanks to my oh so lovable friends.
Prince of Persia The Sands of time and Nightmares of Elm Street.
Double thumbs up for Prince of Persia! Woooooh ! Its worth watching it including other reasons such as Jake Gallenhael or whatever its spelled is freaking hot !
Nightmares of Elm Street. Naaahhh its just a resemblance of Final Destination. Similar.
People will just continue dying anyways.
Thanks guys.
Maybe we'll bump into one another one day.
Gees school is starting in like whattt . . *counting ...* yeahhh 5 days time.
Sheesh.
And during this three short weeks, i don't get to have a simple
meet up with my three best friends.
Everyones busy, and as much as im denying that im not busy, i am.
The worst part is, i got noooo cash.
Another GSS missed once again.
I think its an annually thing , missing GSS every year.
Bahhh.
Yes yes yes eclispe eclispe ! Tmrw pls come fast.
And people, don't be so rush, there are other days as well to watch Rpattz and cast.
Im sooo watching tmrw ! *Jumping up and down literally*
Okay before i land another topic out my head, i'll better end here.
Toodles.
Hi. Im here to complain. About parents perspectives on kids nowadays. Well yeah some are true but some are just a book judged by its cover perspective.
U see, one of my dad's friend called him up to complain that he's 16 years old daughter was missing and never come home. Then dad asked me, do i by chance knows this siti aishah something whatever shit and my answer was simple. Its not an answer but a question from me.
So my reply was, " How old was she and how old am i ? " and then by dad knew i was being sarcastic and realised of course i didn't know this girl. Bah.
Then dad keep on ranting abt teenagers nowadays blah blah blah. Hah dad , dun ever compare me with her. I do things in silence but she does things out loud. So she's showing the world that she's just rebellious. Get it ? Heh. Opps. I mean im not saying my friends are all saint and pure, we are all about the same. Its just tattoos, smoking, drinking and maybe piercings that covers their kindness as a friend. Uhmm u ghost readers get what i said? Well for some maybe those typical matreps & minahs, even i look down upon them. Errrr. . . i think im a lil out of ideas on how to put my sentences right. If not another meaning will be served.
Ouhhh ya dad said his friend have done every single things to ya know make her realise that she's doing wrong, actually sir if i have the chance and the balls to correct you, violence being put on ur child is not an answer. And to the daughter, choose ur friends wisely balls. I mean i rather have fun outside with my friends on a holiday which my parents knew or maybe sleepovers in comfy beds with our own convenience rather than running away from homes and acting like a refugee tsk tsk hahahahhaaaahaahha !
Im out. I've said enough.
Im not saying im pure and saint. If my parents knew what i did behind them, i think they might faint or have an heart attack. Every child have secrets kept from their parents, because this secrets will turned a happy family upside down if the secrets are revealed or known. Secrets are kept so that parents are not hurt. Ain't that true ? Its just that. { * }
Its either just me not eating properly with a normal food timetable or i just have a thing with major headache. Yeah balls its getting on my nerves this stupid headache of mine. Bah !
Labels: Boyfriend where are u?
{ Friday, June 25, 2010 * }Im a liar , go away from me.
I may hurt ur feelings even by saying the truth.
Im texting with u rite now and i may seem nonchalant but u don't see me crying dude.
Im not a lover.
I will never be a good one even if i tried making up for the things ive done.
Im not a good promise keeper.
I will go back on my promises.
But even if i did, it just seem like i didn't.
I accept that fact cos im a liar in the first place. U can't trust me fully.
Im someone who really content with the person she's with now.
Im really happy to be back with that someone i love.
Its just the things i did in the past that stops us frm being normal.
Im trying to be the best.
Im trying to make up for the things i did but i guess it'll never helps.
Im glad to have that someone i love around with me.
Even if we're are acting cats and dogs, im still content.
Cos im still talking to u, contacting u, at least i have u ard me.
So even if im crying, u can't see.
I can't see u too, to see the actual expression u have now.
If its disgust, i'll accept that.
I'll accept all the things u said to me except goodbyes.
I just got back that someone i love and i won't lose him that easily.
Im posting this post as letting my heart out and a message for u.
Trust may not be my side but at least believe that i love u so much Mohd Khir. { Thursday, June 24, 2010 * }
I have nothing to say except . . . i didn't know there was a numlock button on a laptop. Heh.
Labels: Its gg to be the same isn't it?
The White Shirt { Wednesday, June 23, 2010 * }Oh what a day today was.
All i can say is that rainy days doesn't ruin my day but ruined my plan.
Anybody liking this?
U see, i was planning to go to west coast park with my boyfriend,
cos im like dying to be a child again and wanna play the playground.
Say lol if u want to.
Yeah that was the plan but noooooooo it was raining.
So we both just went ahead with the plan since the bus
we're taking will lead us to west coast park and vivocity.
Since it was pouring heavily, we decided to just proceed to vivo.
But then halfway thru the bus journey, i though hey why don't we just chill at his crib since we'll just a be a couple wandering ard with no sense of direction at vivo anyway.
So dearest Hair agreed and we alighted the bus.
Since we don't know where the hell were we except the name of the neighbourhood
was Pandan Garden, so we just roamed around the neighbourhood searching for the bustop.
It was still pouring heavily btw.
We walked, walked, walked till the bustop was found.
Ouh the misery doesn't end there, it just got started.
I was wearing white and my bag was a mixture of pink and other colours.
Well yeah, the pink stained my white shirt.
Sob sob sob.
Took the bus, alighted and home sweet home of his we finally reached.
Ouh no no no the misery doesn't end there,
my chocolate drink spilled on my shirt.
There goes my white shirt.
Actually im just telling u guys the story of my white shirt. Ha ha ha.
Anyway, i should be asleep by now.
Cold sweats and headache isn't a good combination for me to have.
Nites.
Labels: Baby i had fun . ;)
Random. { * }
How i wished i have a house like Boo.
How i wished i was like Boo. Owned a house, rich and pampered.
Eh wait i am pampered. Daddy's girl.
I've yet to own a house and im content with what my families has.
Hehehehhehehe.
But at times like this especially when GSS sale is around and everywhere is just cheap,
and when money is not by ur side,
all u can say is ugh and bah.
In my head, i'll be singing
"I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad . . ."
BUY ALL OF THE THINGS I NEVER HAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly i realised, im not blogging for people to read, im just blogging because ...
gees i've forgotten what i wanna say. getting old mind me.
ITS MY BLOG whattt. Its just open for the public to read. ;)
Labels: I wanna be billionaire so freaking bad.
Pfft &*#@%^ bored. ^^ { Monday, June 21, 2010 * }Bah . Idk why lately ive been having low self esteem of myself. Its making me stress more. Sigh.
Naaahhhh i won't blog about this low self esteem thingy. I don't want to be that kind of person. Its just this few days.
Hahaha.
Ive to keep reminding myself that ive shed those unwanted kilos of my body.
Even if there's still left a few.
Arghhhhhh !
Gees. Blame my boyfriend. He has a tone body. Pfft but i like it. Hehehehe.
Anyway, to top it off, WHAT A BORING MONDAY IS IT TODAY !
ITS HOT, HUMID AND BORING TO THE CORE.
GEES.
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED.
I need to make plans soon.
Oh well will be meeting my ever so lovable ADN classmates this thurs.
Its a school thing.
ADN is admin btw. Hehs.
Hahahaha i can't wait for school to start.
Like just imagine gg to school in like just 5 mins.
Walk half a block, cross the road and voila ! Ive reached school !
Only the thing is, ive to constantly remind myself that its not ite clementi anymore.
Its college west, cck.
Which means, after this a whole lot of ppl frm the west side campus plus balestiar and amk will be there too.
Anyway that is.
There's so many places that i wanna go.
Only thing that stops me frm gg there or being there is kaching2 $$$$.
I tell ya i won't be working anytime sooner. Bah. Its an animal play. { Sunday, June 20, 2010 * }
Hey there ghost readers. Ghost writer is here ! Fine L A M E .
Had an early morning today. Heard mum annoying live alarm clock as early as 9. Bah. Hey ! Thats early for me ya'know. Okay proceed to the story, had a so called family outing so should i say 'future' addition to the family outing. Hehehe . Ouh to the zoo btw. Yay zooo ! Animals ! Monkeys !
Baboons!
Monkeys !
Orang Utans !
Chimpanzee !
Monkeys !
And other animals of course. Big brother treated the whole fam there. Free yay!
I was the one who was super excited of course despite being an auntie.
Did i mention there's three kids there?
And i still behave as childish as i can be !
What? Its the zoo ! Of course im super elated !
Didn't even care of the auntie status that i have now.
Im still daddy's lil girl. =D
Just not that expensive.
Daddy was exited too. Onl after eating, he was too jaded. Tummy bloating as usual.
Ouh it was also a Father's Day celebration for my dad.
Happy Father's Day Dad !
I should go there again. I want to play the carousel. =C
Honey are u reading?
Im too lazy to blog now. So this is where i should end. Bye. I love my baker man. ;) { Saturday, June 19, 2010 * }
Relating to the title, i had a baking session yesterday at hair's crib. With him of course.
Yeah we baked.
Actually he did. I need to improve a lot on my kitchen skills. =/
Anyway, it didn't turned out to be a nightmare.
The cookies turned out good.
It should be called Paper cookies. Hahhahahahhahaha.
HEY ! Looks can be decieving okay !
It may not look good over here but at least it tasted good.
My dear brother finished half a bottle of it. =.=
Anyway, paper cookies or not, at least its worth a shot.
Smiles.
OMGADDDDDDDDDD im like addicted to Baking life in FB.
So if u my name publishing cupcakes on ur wall, dun mind me.
Im running a business. Hahhahahahaha !
I loveeeeeeeee games related to food. Preparing food i mean.
But in reality, i just suck in the kitchen.
Sheeeeesh. What an embarrassment to my mum. She's a great cook i tell ya.
Hahaha which mum doesn't know how to cook rite?
Oh gees, maybe in the future, in like 2 years time, i shall bombard myself with cooking classes.
Starting with my mum as my first teacher. Hehhehheee.
Or maybe not. She's fierce.
I can't just serve my future family with sardines, maggies and fried stuffs everyday what.
Oh well im starting to blabber gibberish.
I'll stop now.
For today only, im the man.
Hey that should go onto the title box rite? Oh well nevermind.
I sound like a dude.
Really. Like seriously.
My sore throat is baddddddddddddddddddd i tell ya !
I was waiting for the bus or lrt just now and mum called.
I answered wit my dude voice and this old couple just stared at me.
Hello dumbass. Don't u ever encounter a sore throat before.
Stupid.
Im nowhere near a transvestite u old couple.
Pfft.
Okay that tranvestite part is a lil bit over reacting hahhahaha !
Wonder how it'll sound like if i did went for sheesha tday?
Gees i'll hurt my throat even more.
I'll have no voice by tmrw. Ugh.
But at times like this, i wonder how's the life of those dumb people.
Its all silence and just handsigns for communications.
The only time i did that when my friend are like far away , handsigns do helps at that point of time.
Anyway, pity them.
Thank god im born with no illness.
Hehehehehehehe. =D
But too bad, human beings can run frm being sick.
And for the first time, im kinda obedient when it comes to taking medicines.
Hahahahahahhaahaha!
I feel like baking cookies.
Okay tats all. Ouh bby im sick. { Tuesday, June 15, 2010 * }
Okay those uneasy, melo-dramatic plus nightmarishchapters are over. As in over.
And im loving it ! Parapapapa !
Yayness two hands *clap clap jumping up and and down*
Hahahahhahaahahahahahahahah !
I love u very very much dude !
Honestly, it took me quite a while there to accustom it all in my mind. It seems so dreamy.
U know how i loveeeeeeeeeeee to daydream darling.
Now that those chapters are trashed into the past bin, lets start a new one. Lets talk about patience people. PATIENCE.
WTF. And all the way i was bugging mum to like cancel the whole thingy and just go home. But noooooooo . . . she didn't listen to her daughter. Instead she said, ' it'll get worse during the night' . Uhmmm quite true. But she did complained too ! The guy before me was taking such a long time and he wnet in to see the doctor twice. He was doing surgery as i was told. Something wrong with his balls or something i guess. Gees thats mean.
WTF again. Did i mention my number was like 22. And when i came in, the doctor was only serving patient no 1. Sigh so thats explained the 2 and half hours. Ouh Oi Harry waited for me like 2 hrs or something too. Oppsy my bad. Mother's order.
WTF again and again. There's this small chubby fat girl with her grandma, and she just can't fcuking sit still. Its annoying. REALLY annoying. I meant it. I feel like gg to her and shut the hell out of her. I am mean. In the other hand, she's cute. Cos she's fat, short and chubby. And im not being damn mean and sarcastic okay. =D * look left to right *
Its nearly four in the moning and why am i not ZZzzzz-ing away.
Cos a cockroach just literally ran onto my leg and probably hiding somewhere in my room. Did i mention that i was sleeping soundly on my bed ? It took me 30mins to ensure myself that it had died. Mummy went to spray my entire bedroom heh. I called mum. What else can i do ? Hee.
Okay im done here. Morning. =D So maybe the end shld be this way? { Saturday, June 12, 2010 * }
Hey you. I don't wanna fight anymore. I don't wanna argue anymore. I don't wanna have misunderstandings anymore.
So now all i can say is. Now its just u. Then me. No more u and me.
But wait a minute, there's is no more u and me.
We can never be at peace if there's u and me.
Im sure u got tired of all these arguments. fights and misunderstandings. I do too.
So . See ya when i see ya. If the world is small, we might bump into one another someday.
Im not here to prove anything.
Im not here to show that i can be totally independent with u not ard or whatsover.
Im just here to say what i had to say.
Btw u don't owe me anything.
Labels: Or maybe i don't have the balls to say it straight to ur face
U know i still love u. { Friday, June 11, 2010 * }I have a feeling im having a Facebook Status War. Hmmmm . . .
Maybe because we don't have the balls to say it out loud straight to the face.
Or maybe its just because. . .
How can we say it straight to the face?
We both don't meet one another for a while.
Ain't that true dude?
Or . ..
Maybe im just the one who's being overly sensitive abt all these?
In second thoughts, why shouldn't i be?
For u, ouh i understand that u are a sensitive dude. =D
Imma gonna make this worse aren't i ?
Oh well whats the point of being nice too anyways?
Its not like everything gonna be the same anymore right?
=D
Im the bitch. Ur an ass. { Thursday, June 10, 2010 * }
Dude listen here. Yeah i gt no balls to say it straight to ur face.
U know whats our problem?
U don't trust me and hand down i knew it long ago and i've learnt to live with it.
And frankly, i can close one eye.
But when its too much, its getting on my nerves.
Secondly, u dun trust my friends either.
Maybe u do but who know? Cos u've been acting like all my friends are just freaking bad.
Haahs maybe ur best friends don't like me either. And i so think tats true. Ha ha.
I made their best friend so down low.
I looked cheap to them too.
Thirdly, yes u leave me hanging dude.
U came in and out of my life.
Can't u see that in a way, this relationship or whatsover is controlled by u?
If u don't think so, i do.
Ur jealousy are out of control.
Pictures doesn't tell all dude.
Wall posts doesn't tell all too dude.
If it does. that i shld be the one one bombarding u with fcuking lame jealousy.
See how many girls u have.
Okay fine they are friends.
Then what are mine?
Scandals lovers to u. I knew it.
I have my empty promises and let u down .
But get this for sure, my love ain't fake.
Think whatever u want to think.
I immuned to it already.
This three months is just enough to make me stabilize myself.
How can i know how u feel?
Everytime we met, we'll be fighting by the end of the day.
Afterwhich goodbye.
Im done with it. Thats why i don't put in high hopes anymore.
My problem?
I kept breaking tat promises i made to you.
Giving empty promises to you.
I act like someone who has no dignity aren't i?
Im stubborn. Fcuking hands down stubb.
Just so u know there's a difference btwn a friend compared to someone u love dude.
Get that in ur mind.
Sigh.
At the end of the day, i wish everything could just be normal .
Im nt over you.
Its just that for the past three months, i have to learn to live my life without u.
Cos, honestly ive been overly dependent on u.
And my fb status doesn't tell that im over u dude.
The past three months i've to learn to live with myself again what.
I love you dude.
Just that ur mind just can't seem to acknowledged that.
Labels: Just normal.
A message. { Sunday, June 6, 2010 * }Babe.
Until the things i imagined or daydreamed about finally came true, i won't be bothered. It sounds better with i can't be bothered but i try not to. I shall wait. And see what the outcome will be.
Peace. Is what you get.
Labels: Babe, don't misunderstood the message.
Again ive no idea for the title. OPPS { Friday, June 4, 2010 * }Hi.
Today im feeling a lil bit distracted.
And at the same time idk just thinking.
Have u ever encountered a time whereby u kept saying to let it all go but at the same time u're wishing that everything will just turn back to normal. I do.
Sorry for being kinda emotional today.
Ive just watched this Hindi movie and thus explain all these feelings stuffs.
Its not just about the Hindi movie.
I've been stalking as usual.
Eeee i sound creepy.
I mean not stalking as in really stalking, just ya know randomly or purposely checking on how the other party is doing and what the other party is up too.
Sometimes i feel its for me, but then maybe ive been daydreaming too much.
U seem happy. I guess.
Maybe its the same. Ure looking at mine thinking im am happy, and me looking at yours and thinking ouh u're happy now.
I know i do. But not happy. Just smiling following the phase of everyday life.
Maybe u're doing that too.
Strangers.
I guess for now we are.
I can never be ur friend.
I just miss you thats all. Bye.
Ouh btw, Got to catch 2 movies in 2 days straights thanks to my oh so lovable friends.
Prince of Persia The Sands of time and Nightmares of Elm Street.
Double thumbs up for Prince of Persia! Woooooh ! Its worth watching it including other reasons such as Jake Gallenhael or whatever its spelled is freaking hot !
Nightmares of Elm Street. Naaahhh its just a resemblance of Final Destination. Similar.
People will just continue dying anyways.
Thanks guys.
Maybe we'll bump into one another one day.