A period of time
Time flies by fast rite ? I mean its already the third week of school and its nearly weekends so hopefully the next three weeks will fly no no zoom by soon. Yes just three weeks . Since I touch on the topic of school , ermm did I ? I might as well elaborate.
Well nevermind here goes .. School has been okay, preety good and my class has started communicating preety well with each other . Not ready to say there's really a bond between us but as in within the three weeks span , its preety good I must say. Okay attendance is really important and my course is getting strict-er. Geez now they started on headcounting. Bah ! But hey I attend school everyday so no big deal only I must take note on the word punctuality. Seriously, I might even have to bold the word. Lol. Ouhh yes ! Gotten my student pass already and hell I looked like one vietnamese or filipino maid or something with that pic of mine. Seriously. Hehehe but what really matters is that I've already gotten my student fares back and thus no need to worry about rummaging for a ten dollar bill to top up . It really getting on my nerves.
I've alot in my head right now so excuse me if I sound like one duffer talking. Im not that lost, i mean lost as in my mind is lost , i mean ugh just try to grab what I am trying to say here k . . Its just that, naah im not sure. My head feels like jammed stuck with matters but the truths is it ain't that many at all . Or none. It just felt that way. U know how I like to hide my tears/sadness , the melancholic side of me but sometimes its like im a lil lazy to cover it all up. Faking smiles and being the norm Intan who's constantly smiling, laughing with a lame sense of humour. But my issues/matters isn't that huge though either.
Okay I better end here. Hehe bye people !
Labels: I should have msg u this morning . .
Marina "Scorching Hot" Barrage { Sunday, April 26, 2009 * }
First of all, let me introduce u to BOO.
Ok thats my Boo playing with his guitar. Mind u that he saved coins just to buy that guitar which cost 3000 coins. Boo was actually a pauper in the beginning but now .. U judge. This is my so called itenerary. Heh.
Now let me tour u around the house of Boo's.
First stop. The Garden.
Third stop. Boo's food Paradise.
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What can u all learn from here? Let me tell u, the answer is easy. It shows that Intan has nothing else better to do. Isn't that true ppl? Well that shows that I have potentials to be in the Tourism industry. Hahaah very funny. Geez im talking crap but thanks for ur time anyway people.
Love Boo
Experiences { Saturday, April 18, 2009 * }Oh well, since i've been lazing ard doing basically nothing, I might as well penned down about the first week of school. If I sound like one duffer talking, please excuse me cause my head is kinda feeling sort of humpty dumpty right now. Geez im blabbering craps.
So, first day , honestly I was totally lost. I mean seriously I turned to be this suddenly so decent, so quiet Intan. Which I had difficulty keeping my mouth shut. Totally in a room of strangers, not even one familiar face to be recognized. But then we mingled, found some cliques and with them all the way. Its funny though when everyone was like in a ' shy shy' stage. Geez and ouh Tourism has only one class and there's 38 of us including only 6 boys with only one of them is chinese. Lets just say I am one of those who came to class late but one of the first to leave class/school. Ouh and there's Isha , this friend of mine whom I share my lame jokes and laughing out loud with. Thank god there's her and Ju . So the threesome hahahaaha. Ouh btw to Sufiyana, thanks for ur company of gg to school with this blurr queen here. =)
And also to those whom I messaged non stop throughout the first day of school lol. So that was the first day after which I met B.A.B.E.S along with the other two . Again =)
Oh well, by the third day everything seem to be going well eventhough there's quite a few classmates of mine whom I still unsure of their names well actually till now and didn't even know they exist. Haaaah don't blame me, 38 names and faces in just 3 days? Give me at least a week and a half. Ouh TG, my class, won the best t-shirt design hahaha although Khairul was the only the one who did it while the whole class happily received the credits consisting of Pillows crackers and Potato chips. Lol while the whole class did the cheer together and we didn't won anything. Ouh the lecturers? Yes they are great well cause we have not started studying yet but they are all quite chill . This year gonna be preety fast and i'll be ending my Tourism year just a couple of months away. Aah being forward looking for a moment there.
Oh well, I better stop here. Gosh the weather is so hot. Gonna take a bath. Bye! Sweet niblets~ { Saturday, April 11, 2009 * }
As usual, had my outing with babes and friends. Headed down to Sentosa , Siloso Beach , same spot again. Repetition? Naah . .
Before that, my previous post was just a " I really wanna get all of this outta my head " feeling. Heh don't bother much bout that. Sigh I've been preety emo lately and ermm I don't really like it when people say it but maybe I am BUT a little. Hey im not that emo pathetic kinda person.
Ok ... Today ended well. Surprisingly.
Labels: the verdict. Sigh, Tomorrow
Declararation { * }First of all, after so many posts, people may start wandering if im facing with some issues and yes indeed im facing one. This is simply too much or am I too much? Am i? Maybe. But for them.
Seriously give it a break, i mean honestly im peeved. Not because of ur losing trust towards me cause that plainly ur decision to make , cause hey im not that trustful anymore rite? but because geez stop bothering my friends. Like seriously im more peeved about that. You threaten me with all sorts of threats just to get me home and I did but where's all ur threats? Nothing. I came back home to a house thats just a house. Not home maybe a shelter. The only place home is my room.
U dun want me to go out.
Reason maybe cause you wanna make me stay at home and know that im in one piece, safe.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
U dun want me to go home late.
Reason maybe cause you wanna see me before you headed to bed.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
I hate our current situation right now. Now another fun day ahead of me will be ruined again. No happy ending. Everything changes. I noticed it so did my friends. Hmm when I said friends, what popout in ur head, those low life people with no goal in life, living in fantasies, typicals etc etc, giving bad influences to people etc etc. Ouh please im not that. Like seriously, how long have u known me? Am I borned yesterday or was I adopted yesterday ?
Im not blaming all of you entirely cause it all started because of me but please, seriously im not this and im not that. Yes I know you people are worried about me gallivanting outside, not knowing what im gonna do thus not keeping ur mind in peace but honestly my 'gallivanting' outside is just to with my friends. Those three girls who else. No point posting bout this anyway cause they never will read this but if you do. Here are all truths and no lies.
Labels: Now 0632 in the morning
The Us Four Again { Saturday, April 4, 2009 * }
Ok now, lets talked about Sentosa!
Had a fun filled time of laughter, utter crazyness and lame sense of humour. It was the second time us four supergirls *cough cough* had our so called girls outing at Sentosa and this time, we changed again. Becoming more open minded and talked about topics that we never , or I even thought that we , even us four could talked about openly. I love our current situation now. Ok back to the story, lets see, lingered ard for a while, camwhoring here and there, splash splash here and there and then had our so called tanning session lol. Not many people there but that doesn't make a group of typical malays to have their so called 'trying to be friendly' session. Bah what coincidence to have to bump into them like seriously. Both jerks and bitches. Hate this kind of
Malays. Ugh. Typicals.
We get preety tired easily after ending our splash splash here and there session. Headed down to Imbiah to chill for a while, filled our stomach with Delifrance and fried rice and afterwards headed down to Vivo. Filled our tummy again with Cafe Del Mar free chicken wings. Yummy. Ouh there a situation going on at vivo yesterday. Basicaly two drunkards whom idk maybe lose to some bets or gamble too much or bla3. Most of the people there just stared which also includes us. If I could recall, only a malay auntie with her husband are brave enough and so they did approached them while the others just simply stared even the security guards lol. Well thats basically my day of fun and laughter but the day didn't ended well. Too bad for me. I'll endure the current situation now. What more should I do? Just be with me, myself and I.
Dang! The internet connection ain't working that well. Ouh well nevermind.
Before I talked about our 'The four of Us again' trip, I just like to blog about a couple of things. The so called 'after party'.
Its kinda like de ja vu again whereby after the fun day of joy, laughter, madness and utterly carzy sense of humour, it will then turned into something which I basically dread. It was worst this time and both times after a day of fun at Sentosa. I hate my current situation which have been lingering for quite a while. Do I deserved this? All these? Maybe but not to that extreme extent. You have the rights and bear this in mind I will not erase anything out of my mind. I marked ur words. Rubbish. Do you know me? I mean do the whole family know me? I feel like an outcast. The me at home you people see is not not the me whom my friends see. The me at home is different by a thousand miles from the me whom my friends see. The me whom my friends see is the real me. Do u get it? Do u understand? I don't think so.
Hurt.
Physically.
Mentally.
Emotionally.
Wow I didn't know that deleting pictures can be so ermm idk . . Deleted all the pictures cause the camera was not mine in the first place.