H e e s { Monday, August 24, 2009 * }
Its getting more interesting.
Its getting more convoluted.
Isn't the same anymore.
But one thing still is.
It depends if u believe it or not. T I M E { Sunday, August 23, 2009 * }
So this is the drama . .
I want to be alone. Just me. At the moment. Cause in a matter of time, i know i will need my happy-makers. At times, i feel so tired after a day of putting on fake smiles and laughter also goofyness but I want to because im used to it. I don't like others to see me cry. So if u see me cry, damn u're lucky. Its been a hard day. Really daunting. Times like this are kinda good in a way cause i realize that i can never put up with that happy-fake-go-lucky feeling for that long. People may think im just this person whom just doesn't really cares while others do, yup i get that but im just trying to become nonchalant. Can you see, i just hate being sad. And i really wish that my family can understand who i really am. But i don't think that day will come. In 50 years time, i will still have that mindset of 'my parents still don't know me' thinking. Another thing, i have my reasons for doing things. Maybe it would feel like im just making excuses, but im really not. Maybe its just coincidence. I know it happens a lot of times but honestly, i have my reasons. Im tired of facing those sarcastic jokes or comment from my dad. I tried to remain nonchalant all the time but sometimes those little things really hurts my feelings. U wouldn't know right. Cos I'll always just put on a smile or just have that whatever attitude.
Its getting more interesting.
Its getting more convoluted.
Isn't the same anymore.
But one thing still is.
It depends if u believe it or not. T I M E { Sunday, August 23, 2009 * }
Currently waiting for the T I M E !
Woah !
Im so effing damn oh my god B O R E D !
Besides the fact that im ehem H U N G R Y !
Ok just a few couple of mins to go.
Exactly half an hour more.
And another one more thing.
Im having the whatttttt feeling.
Cos its the first time in weeks that i did not enjoy my weekends.
B A H !
B Y E !
Woah !
Im so effing damn oh my god B O R E D !
Besides the fact that im ehem H U N G R Y !
Ok just a few couple of mins to go.
Exactly half an hour more.
And another one more thing.
Im having the whatttttt feeling.
Cos its the first time in weeks that i did not enjoy my weekends.
B A H !
B Y E !
Labels: Uhm spaghetti anyone?
D R A M A { Monday, August 17, 2009 * }So this is the drama . .
I want to be alone. Just me. At the moment. Cause in a matter of time, i know i will need my happy-makers. At times, i feel so tired after a day of putting on fake smiles and laughter also goofyness but I want to because im used to it. I don't like others to see me cry. So if u see me cry, damn u're lucky. Its been a hard day. Really daunting. Times like this are kinda good in a way cause i realize that i can never put up with that happy-fake-go-lucky feeling for that long. People may think im just this person whom just doesn't really cares while others do, yup i get that but im just trying to become nonchalant. Can you see, i just hate being sad. And i really wish that my family can understand who i really am. But i don't think that day will come. In 50 years time, i will still have that mindset of 'my parents still don't know me' thinking. Another thing, i have my reasons for doing things. Maybe it would feel like im just making excuses, but im really not. Maybe its just coincidence. I know it happens a lot of times but honestly, i have my reasons. Im tired of facing those sarcastic jokes or comment from my dad. I tried to remain nonchalant all the time but sometimes those little things really hurts my feelings. U wouldn't know right. Cos I'll always just put on a smile or just have that whatever attitude.
So the drama hopefully will not continue . .
Whats behind that smile of mine? Tears, happiness, laughter etc? Naahh ! My teeths lah ! Hahahahahaa LAME!
I know its kinda jumble up in a mess but this is my drama. Hehs.
Labels: Rough day but i recieved two Kinder Bueno today yayness love u a lot
Yayayayaaaaa i've updated! { Sunday, August 16, 2009 * }
Its so comfortable to be in a shorts and t-shirt but it'll get a little hassle-ly when u need to pee and u're wearing high waisted shorts with lots of buttons instead of a simple zip. >,<" Oh thats just a short trivia from me. Hehs.
Current situation ? Currently blogging and putting aside Eclispe for a while. In no hurry, already knew the storyline what. Ouh also uploading the pictures from my date with the sooo not Beyonce last Monday. Who? Scroll down and see the blond girl with the not so big boobs. Haha ! I sound like a duffer talking.
Ouh yaa, i guess tmrw i'll get a preety good hearing from my CA since I didn't went for Flag Day Duty. No of course I didn't ditched!
I was late and was told not to come. Just hope that my re-do of CIP is not gonna be washing the school's toilet. Thats so effing disgusting.
Come come see how ITE Clementi toilets are! Visitors will have to proceed to the General Office first. Thank you. Ha ha very funny Intan.
Ouh yesterday was very excercising! Walking was damn fun and of course I love walking! Should do it again next time. If get tired, just buy plain water, drink and u'll not get dehydrated what right right right?
Labels: Hees better stop or it will definitely get lengthy
Nurulynn Tan ! { Thursday, August 13, 2009 * }Okay imagine me a year ago . For those who knew me back then, i guess you guys can picture how i was back then hehs. But now, hmm everything has changed. Everything. Ironic right? I did things that i never thought that I would do hahahaaaas ! Guess we all now have grown up. Wow like finally ! Honestly, I do not miss the old me at all hahas ! Anyways ! Blabla here, blabla there, looking forward to Saturday's plan ! But before that, there's flag day duty in the morning. Bah! Ok bye !
Btw, my friend sexy right?
Haahahahahah ! The sooooooo soo not Beyonce Knowles!
Woah i spend my Sunday at home ! { Sunday, August 9, 2009 * }
* cry cry cry !!! *
I spent my day at HOME ! Whole day at home ! Bah !
Happy National Day yayayyayayyaaaa . I can't seem to remember if i celebrated National Day last year or stucked at home. Bah ! Whatever lah ! BoohooooooooooOOOOOO!
* faint faint faint *
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Heeeeeeee helllooo there again all u beautiful people!
Ouh im bored so here i am again. Anyways, i went bloghopping, well mainly just two blogs and i noticed quite a difference in the way people blogged. Some people will talked in details of how their days gies by, some will just summarize their day and some will just blogged. Thats all. I guess i don't really talked abt my life in details do i?
U know why?
Because for me, ur everyday journey and the details especially should be just known by the people thats actually in the details itself. Aiyaaaa just takled abt the highlights of the day also can what. Its effing annoying to read a blog which is so into the details. Like for example i did this, then ate that, take this and that bla bla bla etc. Hahahahahahahahahaha! Well off i go ! Bye !
** My brother vacuumed the house today and the shift button of our laptop was stucked inside the vacuum, imagine that. **
P A R E N T S { Saturday, August 8, 2009 * }
Parents. Sigh for people like us to see the words parents, most unlikely for us to cheer with joy and jumping abt. Maybe the basic thing you'll hear will be 'sigh..', 'haiyaa..' and all that. Anyways thats not the point.the one thing that is not in my list of favourites for having them will be them being so stereotypical. Is there such a word? Ouh back to the stereotype thingy, the sad thing is, they steotyped me a lot. A lot. And i don't like it at all, cause it makes me mad. Cos their sayings are all not true and geez far far away from who i am. Sometimes I wish they could see how i am outside, when im with my friends especially, how i love to make a nuisance of myself, talking non stop gibberish with my friends, and what really make me happy. Me being me. Uhmmm i think im getting a bit sidetracked here. I was just blogging to rant about how parents loves to streotype all of us only.
Labels: woah so long
Panicky, freaked out etc { Friday, August 7, 2009 * }
Hi hi hi there people ! Heeeeees!~ Uhm why am I sooooo happppyyy? Actually, me myself dun even know hehehehes! Yet, my eyes are sleepy though. So damn lethargic from hmmm . . all the always coming home from school late and having not enough rest? Possible. I feel like a zombie these few days, especially in the morning. It felt like im just sleep-walking, going to school, meeting people here and there. But felt like im never awake, and then its already the end of the day, and coming to the end of the week. Woah so fast eh !
Anyways . . this is so random but i'll just blogged abt it. People who knew me best will know how panicky i will get for whatever reasons it is. Such as knowing something or . . sigh maybe freaked out will be a better word. Eh isn't it the same ! Ok ok sidetracked i know. Yeah just saying that if u see me panicked over something, just bear with me okays ! Cos hehs, i'll be blabbering non-stop, asking non-stop questions, and most and definite of all, saying lies which people can easily tell that it ain't true. See how bad i am at telling lies ! Bah ! Because , u know what, i freaked out just now. Thus explained the reason why im talking abt this. >,<
Bye bye bye !
Labels: Ah . . look at my hair hahahaha
A U G U S T { Monday, August 3, 2009 * }
Being ironic here again but heh time flies by so fast ! Its august, already the third reaching four in 55mins, and fasting month will begin in 18 days as start from tmrw. *Woah* So fast !
Okay okay, im not gonna start with me saying, "never thought that the months will past by so soon, can't imagined how this year gonna be and suddenly its august.." Bah ! But i just said it. Hahaha ! Ok not funny .
Okay okay, im not gonna start with me saying, "never thought that the months will past by so soon, can't imagined how this year gonna be and suddenly its august.." Bah ! But i just said it. Hahaha ! Ok not funny .
Anyways ! Lets see . . dundee dum dee dum ermm nothing much to update about. No stupid/cheap malays dramas happening ard lately or any catfights or bla3 .. Hey its getting preety mundane right? But it doesn't seem that way so im fine. Do i sound an imbecile posting a blogpost? If yes, please excuse my imbecile-y behavior. Geez, fcuk lame. Last weekends wasn't so bad at all. Did some baking and might considering baking blueberry muffins, had a date and met my babes after attending the wedding. To come to think abt it, its been ages since i've attended a wedding and its really seems awkward. Oh ! Finally i started saving money ! Or having a piggybank at least. Hehs.
Im not really that awake. Oh well, goodnite then. =p