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A hotchpotch of everything.. { Sunday, June 29, 2008 * }

Im enduring the pain that is running through my body. OMG its so painful. I gotten scratches on my arms and the back and front of my body. 2 scratches about 15cm long on my left arm, 4 scratches about 2-3 cm in between my neck and chest and a tiny one behind my back. Ok don't jump into conclusions and not I have not been physically abused. Its totally a lame reason actually. I gotten all this painful deep red scratches from by cat due to his cold feet to take a bath. Seriously. I shouldn't have bothered helping mum bringin the act to the toilet cz he ran when he caught sight of the toilet. In addition, I was so not looking forward to have 'injuries'. The bad cat is still running lose ard the residence of the Khalid's family!
First week of school
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Wow time do travel fast and tmrw is already the second week of school. School has been ok and there's a slight improvement in everybody. Even the discipline matters in school have been 'improved'. I've been caught for highlighted hair. Haha when the hell did I highlight my hair? I don't have time for all this shit. Ok back to school, I wish I was more attentive during physics lesson but ultimately school life has been preety good and im looking forward to have my MT oral taken.
Oouh speaking of MT, I had a conversation with dad and it all started when I switched the channel to Suria when dad was watching channel 5. He said' why did u changed the channel?'. Lets summarize, I totally disagreed with him. He said that my malay or any other teenager malay was crappy so i replied, english is more important than malay in education wise cause when we failed english, we have nowhere to go rite? So that was where it all began. Is it true that malay now are too westernized? Not enough 'malay' in them? But what is malay in the first place? if you were to ask the malays what is MELAYU, they will keep quiet for a second thinking of a good answer or just stammer. Still even how crappy our malay is, we still talk in our MT language rite when we have conversations with friends even if its not purely a malay sentence, I mean we do insert a bit of english. I talked more malay than english even if there are still english words inserted. Anyway it has already become a norm among teenagers to talk in malay with english words inserted in between their sentences. I am not saying that we forgotten our ancestors or who we really are, our language is still our language and even if we tend to speak more english than malay, we are still malay. Talking in english does not change our skin colour.
Am i debating or something?? Ok dats all.
Please forgive me. { Monday, June 23, 2008 * }

This song is for you. Iam sorry bout what i did. It does not only hurt you but me too. I hurt you again. I don't blame you because its entirely my fault. My anger overcame myself. Thanks for being by my side whenever I need you. I don't have the guts to tell you dat I am sorry because i just can't seem to lose my selfless pride. I can't imagine the day when you are not around by my side.
Please forgive me.
Same problem.. { Sunday, June 22, 2008 * }

I am wide awake people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So if Im wide awake dat means i can't get myself to sleep. its nearlt 0145am and the day has officially turns to SUNDAY. So I can say that tmrw school will re-open! OK im confusing myself right now and back to my story, yeah i can't get myself to sleep cz i kept thinking bout Coffee Prince. Its a Korean drama which i am totally crazy bout it and had been watching it online since i missed quite a number of episodes when it was shown on TV due to working. Bad working hours! Hmmphh!! I've been watching it for months and finally i only left with two episodes so yeah! Im trying to be as quiet as a mouse now cz i don wanna wake anyone up so shhh... i give myself TWO/2 hours to complete this 2 episodes so dat means I will finish ard 4? Gosh I shouldn't really do this cz i need to get ample rest before school starts but what to do, i JUST NEED TO COMPLETE WATCHING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just wish that i am more enthu when it comes to completing my syllabus.
Its a brand new day! I can't get to sleep! { Friday, June 20, 2008 * }

50mins had passed 2 and its nearly 3am in the morning AND still I can get myself to sleep! i've been sleeping late lately and of cz waking up late AND always missing my morning bcuz i will only be awake by noon. Hmhhh.. Today is already friday and its the last relaxing, slack friday I will have after school re-open on monday. Oh god school re-opens. Is the spelling for open is correct? It looks weird. Seriously this past 2 weeks are well spent in vain with a capital V. Yeah eventhough I did have fun and such but still, its just a big loss of not taking the advantage of this whole holiday to revise. If I was not indolent, I could have add up some knowledge on my head and catch up with my studies. What use to say all this now since I never apply it on my daily basis and anyway holiday is ending soon in fact 2 days left. I don want to give the 'easier said than done' speech of no more fooling ard, studying hard and such for Term 3 bcuz it will never happen. My plan is to just pay full attention towards the lessons dats all. Catching up on my physics, bio and such. Im not thinking bout my MT results. Im just hoping I don get a B3 for MT. Think positive and just pray that my compo was not out of point or else I'll be blaming myself for repeating the same mistake. Speaking of positive, when school re-opens, I'll be able to see my whimsical classmates again well not all but still eventhough 5A is playful, we're still smart haha. Seriously, imagine those guys in class, they are playful still they are smart. I do envy them a lot cz at least they still have brains. Well thats enough I guess. Maybe I try to wake up early and appreciate this last day of the weekdays and probably doing something useful perhaps cooking? Saturday and sunday will still be the same because we still do the same routines on the weekends such as slacking and such. I mean we do get our weekends rite even when school re-opens. Im talking nonsense. Just try to understand wat Im trying to say here.
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Ok its now 0438 am and nope im not yet asleep instead i went to youtube to watch music videos so since I've nothing else better to do, i shall list down the videos I watched.
  1. Teenage Love Affair
  2. Forever
  3. Bye Bye
  4. Leavin'
  5. Sneakernight
  6. Like whoa
  7. Potential Breakup Song
  8. Deal with it
  9. Outta my Head Ay ya ya
  10. 7 things
  11. Still there for me
  12. Fall for you
  13. When you look me in the eyes
  14. Heartbreaker
  15. Breathless
  16. That's not my name

And thats all.. Decided to stop and proceed on to dreamland in addition tmrw I'll try to wake up early. Hees oouhh btw the songs highlighted in red, does anybody have it?

{ Monday, June 16, 2008 * }

Im restless. School will begin in a week time and not a single homework or revison done. Guess I just spent the holidays in vain. I mean for the past 2 weeks. Term 3.
Btw im not sure what homework there are exactly only I know that there's english to be done and maths. yeah but im not sure where my papers are bcuz after the spring cleaning of my room, I knida put all the things in perfect places so as to be neat and now im not sure where are all the papers. lucky i can still remember where I put all the books.
Term 3.
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I want to stop and i will but can I? Thats the problem and the problem lies with me. Seriously afetr looking at it burning and become shorter and shoeter make me think does it really benefits me in certain ways? I am the kind whereby if there are some i'll take but they are none so its ok. Seriously i've been thinking bout it fer the past 15mins or so. It will only make my life worse. Should I quit? The answer is obvious but will I be tempted? I may stay away from it for a while. I guess that help.
Finally after nearly a week of boredom { Saturday, June 14, 2008 * }

Yes my PC can finally be used and it is such a relieve. PC broke down in times when im totally happy, sad and so on. Since there's no blog, I do it the old school style by writing in the notebook and i must say, its preety effective. But before I move on, I will like to wish my friend a HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY. Ouuh SYUHADAH is her name.

Went out with my gurlfriends earlier this day. Ouuh its already past midnight so I mean yesterday. So correction, SYU burfdae was yeserday 14th JUNE. I passed upon a friend blog of mine and i was stunned by her post. Seriously. Karma. What goes around comes around and it finally did. It is true and I support her words 100%. Just so you know that we are not selfish but we are just being ourselves. Dats all.
I had let out my anger, sadness and frustrations in my phone and it finally cooled me down since it didn't occured to me dat the PC is working fine like so suddenly. My mind is at ease.
A Day at SENTOSA { Sunday, June 8, 2008 * }

This was so yesterday.
It was raining heavily in the morning and our planned kinda stumbled but then we managed to proceed with our plan despite the heavy unexpected rain. Left home ard 11+..




Met the twinx at the Harbourfront interchange and proceed to SENTOSA officially.




Camwhore: First Round ( The Beach Station)


Camwhore: Second Round ( Siloso Beach, Sapphire Pavilion)


Slack ard for a while and then splashhhhh!!!
Camwhore: Third Round ( Ard Song of the Sea)


Camwhore: Fourth Round


Did the most camwhoring there. ok lets be fair. One pic of each of us.


Camwhore: Fifth Round ( Imbiah )



It was enjoyable eventhough incomplete.



Photos could not be uploaded due to some technical reasons but I'll try again later.


Will be back soon...



Well evethough we did camwhore, I was kinda frustrated and peeved especially and yup its lame but its true. Its not thta i don't allowed them to use my phone but when it comes to my turn to have my picture taken, my pics will appear bluueekkkk! Cmon I know Im not preety but please.. i can still feel the irritating'ness .. It happened a lot of time and yeah Im fcukin pist. NOBODY can understand how I feel eventhough there are my friends because they could not relate to me. like never when it comes to this. I mean seriously. But I blamed myself sometimes or all the time because i jsut fcuking give in to them. even the sensuble among us would not understand me. Yes they friends can be a pain ijn the ass sometimes. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The truth { Thursday, June 5, 2008 * }

60 things most girls dont knowGuys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)--

  1. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.--
  2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.--
  3. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.--
  4. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.--
  5. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.--
  6. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.--
  7. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.--
  8. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.--
  9. Guys get jealous easily.--
  10. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.--
  11. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.--
  12. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.--
  13. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.--
  14. Girls are guys' weaknesses.--
  15. Guys are very open about themselves.--
  16. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.--
  17. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.--
  18. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.--
  19. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.--
  20. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.--
  21. Guys will brag about anything.--
  22. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.--
  23. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.--
  24. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.--
  25. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.--
  26. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.--
  27. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.--
  28. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.--
  29. Try to be as straightforward as possible.--
  30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.--
  31. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.--
  32. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.--
  33. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."--
  34. Guys don't really have final decisions.--
  35. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.--
  36. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.--
  37. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.--
  38. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.--
  39. Guys like femininity not feebleness.--
  40. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.--
  41. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.--
  42. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.--
  43. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.--
  44. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.--
  45. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.--
  46. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.--
  47. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.--
  48. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.--
  49. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.--
  50. Guys don't like girls who are too skinny.--
  51. Guys love it when girls talk about there boobs.--
  52. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....--
  53. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...--
  54. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually--
  55. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..--
  56. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...--
  57. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.--
  58. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.---
  59. Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life---
  60. Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.post this as:60 things most girls dont know
Source:
From broken7teen fabi. I was scrolling through the pages of IMEEM and I found this art
article. It caught my attention eventhough me myself is too lazy to read all this facts but just for fun. It maybe a valuable and essential source for the gals out dere.
Burning the midnite till morn oil.. { Wednesday, June 4, 2008 * }

Its 0403am in the wee hours of the day and im still awake. Not exactly bright awake but Im totally puffed out rite now. Continue to do my coursework since 2130 or should I say since yesterday night till now. I decided to stop and continue in school because my eyes could not take it anymore and my leg hurts. need to do some streching. Ouuhh only a few hours of sleep before hgetting ready to school in the morning. Its unhealthy. My room is in a mess with photographs, papers, pens everywhere. Mum is already awake and having a cat nap before proceeding with the morning routines. I am so releived that I only have a few more paragraphs left for tomorrow. Perseverence and patience does help. Its already been 7 mins since I blog so I shall stop here and proceed to dreamland.

Goood mOrning everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Coursework coursework coursework.. { Tuesday, June 3, 2008 * }

Been doing my coursework since morning and please is not dat I don''t want to but I've no time. Time to take my bath. Looks like the PC will be my bestie for the entire day. Its nearly 1500 and still at D.M. For those who are not sure what D.M is, its a research on the dishes that we F&N people will be preparing and shows the evidences of the modifications of the dishes afterwhich we will have to explain why does the modifications are being done. Simple, to meet a helathy well balanced diet. Still have to edit the draft before moving on to evaluation.
Took the time off to net surf but only for an hour or so.. Hey i even put on notes at the sides of the PC to remind me of doing the coursework and even bold the NO NET SURFING sentence but my icthy fingers won't resist its temptation to click the mouse and connect the broadband thus click on the net explorer. Ok enough. Better continue on....
AND the stress continues.................................