Declararation { Wednesday, April 8, 2009 * }
First of all, after so many posts, people may start wandering if im facing with some issues and yes indeed im facing one. This is simply too much or am I too much? Am i? Maybe. But for them.
Seriously give it a break, i mean honestly im peeved. Not because of ur losing trust towards me cause that plainly ur decision to make , cause hey im not that trustful anymore rite? but because geez stop bothering my friends. Like seriously im more peeved about that. You threaten me with all sorts of threats just to get me home and I did but where's all ur threats? Nothing. I came back home to a house thats just a house. Not home maybe a shelter. The only place home is my room.
U dun want me to go out.
Reason maybe cause you wanna make me stay at home and know that im in one piece, safe.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
U dun want me to go home late.
Reason maybe cause you wanna see me before you headed to bed.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
I hate our current situation right now. Now another fun day ahead of me will be ruined again. No happy ending. Everything changes. I noticed it so did my friends. Hmm when I said friends, what popout in ur head, those low life people with no goal in life, living in fantasies, typicals etc etc, giving bad influences to people etc etc. Ouh please im not that. Like seriously, how long have u known me? Am I borned yesterday or was I adopted yesterday ?
Im not blaming all of you entirely cause it all started because of me but please, seriously im not this and im not that. Yes I know you people are worried about me gallivanting outside, not knowing what im gonna do thus not keeping ur mind in peace but honestly my 'gallivanting' outside is just to with my friends. Those three girls who else. No point posting bout this anyway cause they never will read this but if you do. Here are all truths and no lies.
First of all, after so many posts, people may start wandering if im facing with some issues and yes indeed im facing one. This is simply too much or am I too much? Am i? Maybe. But for them.
Seriously give it a break, i mean honestly im peeved. Not because of ur losing trust towards me cause that plainly ur decision to make , cause hey im not that trustful anymore rite? but because geez stop bothering my friends. Like seriously im more peeved about that. You threaten me with all sorts of threats just to get me home and I did but where's all ur threats? Nothing. I came back home to a house thats just a house. Not home maybe a shelter. The only place home is my room.
U dun want me to go out.
Reason maybe cause you wanna make me stay at home and know that im in one piece, safe.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
U dun want me to go home late.
Reason maybe cause you wanna see me before you headed to bed.
But did u make me feel homed?
NO
I kept myself entertained having to remain nonchalant all the time being cooped up in my room.
I hate our current situation right now. Now another fun day ahead of me will be ruined again. No happy ending. Everything changes. I noticed it so did my friends. Hmm when I said friends, what popout in ur head, those low life people with no goal in life, living in fantasies, typicals etc etc, giving bad influences to people etc etc. Ouh please im not that. Like seriously, how long have u known me? Am I borned yesterday or was I adopted yesterday ?
Im not blaming all of you entirely cause it all started because of me but please, seriously im not this and im not that. Yes I know you people are worried about me gallivanting outside, not knowing what im gonna do thus not keeping ur mind in peace but honestly my 'gallivanting' outside is just to with my friends. Those three girls who else. No point posting bout this anyway cause they never will read this but if you do. Here are all truths and no lies.
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