Insane. { Saturday, March 14, 2009 * }
This is getting utterly insane well not trying to be dramatic here but it seems to be.
I know what I did was total madness to them and besides they already know the truth
so maybe no point hiding.
Im shedding tears right now seriously.
Im just sad.
Not feeling downcast or anything but just plain sad.
Maybe pissed was the wrong word.
I am not mad or whatsoever if they didn't have that much trust as they had to me before
but seriously, how could you ever think talking to my friends or should I say being accomplices with my friends and wanting to make them lie to me is ever gonna work? For god sake i've known them since kindergarden.
Maybe they will be hesitating to tell me at first but ultimately they will.
And that was the case.
Maybe if i've known them for a day or two, I think they might join ur clan.
I know I did something wrong but please don't have that kind of assumption.
Assumptions that im this and that.
Just so you know, i know u will not have the chance upon reading this but i know what u people have in mind.
Im this and im that.
Please I may have done something stupid but its not that absurd.
Nothing has ever changed.
I repeat nothing of me are loose.
Repeating it again for the final time. Nothing.
I know that things are beyond bewildering right now, fine fine not being dramatic here but
seriously, yesterday could be like any other day.
Normal.
Not having regrets but if the time was just perfect, it should be nothing.
Babes, I appreciate what u guys did.
Im sorry if u have to be a part of this mess too.
Sorry.
Things gonna be awkward these few days or maybe a week or so but hopefully things
will be fine.
Ok a day left before Monday appears and yes yes yes our so called slumber party with my
babes. Just make urself feel homed babes.
Like they are not used to.
Ouh btw this is not an emo post right? Cause thats definitely not the direction I was going.
Haha.
I wanna to just have fun.
Hey im not an emotional person so putting up a smile or laughing out loud won't be that daunting to me. Hehe.
Seriously im not faking to be happy cause I know i'll be.
*Smiles smiles*
This is getting utterly insane well not trying to be dramatic here but it seems to be.
I know what I did was total madness to them and besides they already know the truth
so maybe no point hiding.
Im shedding tears right now seriously.
Im just sad.
Not feeling downcast or anything but just plain sad.
Maybe pissed was the wrong word.
I am not mad or whatsoever if they didn't have that much trust as they had to me before
but seriously, how could you ever think talking to my friends or should I say being accomplices with my friends and wanting to make them lie to me is ever gonna work? For god sake i've known them since kindergarden.
Maybe they will be hesitating to tell me at first but ultimately they will.
And that was the case.
Maybe if i've known them for a day or two, I think they might join ur clan.
I know I did something wrong but please don't have that kind of assumption.
Assumptions that im this and that.
Just so you know, i know u will not have the chance upon reading this but i know what u people have in mind.
Im this and im that.
Please I may have done something stupid but its not that absurd.
Nothing has ever changed.
I repeat nothing of me are loose.
Repeating it again for the final time. Nothing.
I know that things are beyond bewildering right now, fine fine not being dramatic here but
seriously, yesterday could be like any other day.
Normal.
Not having regrets but if the time was just perfect, it should be nothing.
Babes, I appreciate what u guys did.
Im sorry if u have to be a part of this mess too.
Sorry.
Things gonna be awkward these few days or maybe a week or so but hopefully things
will be fine.
Ok a day left before Monday appears and yes yes yes our so called slumber party with my
babes. Just make urself feel homed babes.
Like they are not used to.
Ouh btw this is not an emo post right? Cause thats definitely not the direction I was going.
Haha.
I wanna to just have fun.
Hey im not an emotional person so putting up a smile or laughing out loud won't be that daunting to me. Hehe.
Seriously im not faking to be happy cause I know i'll be.
*Smiles smiles*
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