Mess { Wednesday, March 25, 2009 * }
I hate being the opposite of what I am.
U know, sad, feeling downcast all this melacholic stuffs are really at the bottom of my life list.
But I can't deny that I've been in tears since a while ago.
Whenever the moment I was all by myself, tears came rolling down.
Aww man, I am not being melo-dramatic here but sadly as it is, its the truth.
Well, what can I say, I do hide my tears well do I?
Geez, the current situation now is not very good I must say.
Well its been nearly 2 weeks and when things was about to be normal back,
then another crisis occurs. And Im like what the hell??!
Dang it!
Eventhough life has gotten more interesting, there's always what will be a so called interval to it.
Am I talkin crap?
My life now?
Basically my room has turn to a hotel room cause I spend most of my time in here.
Luckily there's TV and stuffs, just wait till I had a DVD player and I guess the only time i'll be getting out of my room is when Im going out, bathing or looking for something to eat.
Which makes me hungry right now.
Geez my tummy is grumbling.
Life may not be as normal as before, being strangers in ur own house, missing all those laughters ans stuffs that most families do every now and then,
things are different now and Im kinda attuned to it now already.
Cause even if things when back to normal, it just won't be the same.
I hate being the opposite of what I am.
U know, sad, feeling downcast all this melacholic stuffs are really at the bottom of my life list.
But I can't deny that I've been in tears since a while ago.
Whenever the moment I was all by myself, tears came rolling down.
Aww man, I am not being melo-dramatic here but sadly as it is, its the truth.
Well, what can I say, I do hide my tears well do I?
Geez, the current situation now is not very good I must say.
Well its been nearly 2 weeks and when things was about to be normal back,
then another crisis occurs. And Im like what the hell??!
Dang it!
Eventhough life has gotten more interesting, there's always what will be a so called interval to it.
Am I talkin crap?
My life now?
Basically my room has turn to a hotel room cause I spend most of my time in here.
Luckily there's TV and stuffs, just wait till I had a DVD player and I guess the only time i'll be getting out of my room is when Im going out, bathing or looking for something to eat.
Which makes me hungry right now.
Geez my tummy is grumbling.
Life may not be as normal as before, being strangers in ur own house, missing all those laughters ans stuffs that most families do every now and then,
things are different now and Im kinda attuned to it now already.
Cause even if things when back to normal, it just won't be the same.