Ice cream made my day { Friday, March 20, 2009 * }
Vanilla flavoured ice cream in the middle of the night sound simply delish. Yup currently munching/enjoying the ice cream right now while single handedly typing the sentences. Let me finish off my desert first. Brb.
Ok im back. Yummy uh humm. Well anyway its already 3 in the mornin and I can't put myself to sleep obviously. There's a moment earlier today/yesterday whereby I really wanted to blog, letting it all off my chest seriously. I mean why should I get reprimanded/confronted by being quiet? Doesn't make any sense does it? Well it kinda befuddling to me as well. Whats wrong with me just being quiet, mostly keeping to myself? I ain't see no wrong, well maybe I am keeping my distance but what else do you expect me to do. Communicate with you like old normal times ? As if nothing happened, yeah I wish but this sudden awkwardness is inevitable. I tried to remain nonchalant but u see me as being disrespectful. Yes you have a point there that u're both mad at me because of a reason which I was the so called 'culprit' and like I said I don't mind if u're losing ur trust on me but don't ever treat me like a kid. Making excuses, lying to me about this and that so that I won't repeat the same mistake again. Its already been a week. Yes I missed talking to both of you, its hard to just act nonchalant when actually you are feeling downcast. But what else do you expect me to do huh? When u started reprimanding me, honestly im like what did I do wrong this time? Im just keeping my mouth shut cause I know if I kept my mouth open, it won't be preety cause u know me. Right now, im more comfortable keeping to myself.
Enough of that. Finally let it off my chest but I keep thinking bout it. I know I should give in but im stubborn. Honestly stubborn. Having to laugh, smiling all the time which I may be faking sometime but I don't know what else I am gonna do. Sigh.
Ok lets talk about something else. I know I am a little late to update about our so called slumber party. It was slumber all right but not exactly a party although there's pure entertainment there all right hehe. Having to gather was pure fun although its not exactly satisfying cause we didn't have a chance for our girl talks and our moment of gossips bah! But besides that, it was all great. Did some cooking, watching movies from Bollywood to Hollywood, camwhoring eventhough not all the pictures were very nice, not glamorous u know with us wearing oversized t-shirts and shorts haha, and to the fun fact that we actually shared a bed together and leaving Atiqah sleeping alone on the mattress below with no fan. With me selfishly having the blanket all to myself, having Shyka to sleep in the cold with the fan just above her head. Sorry babe. To think that I seriously thought that it was 8 in the morning when it was already 12+ in the afternoon. Ladies for sure. I don't think Nisa slept at all. Hmmm whatever. We had fun at least.
Vanilla flavoured ice cream in the middle of the night sound simply delish. Yup currently munching/enjoying the ice cream right now while single handedly typing the sentences. Let me finish off my desert first. Brb.
Ok im back. Yummy uh humm. Well anyway its already 3 in the mornin and I can't put myself to sleep obviously. There's a moment earlier today/yesterday whereby I really wanted to blog, letting it all off my chest seriously. I mean why should I get reprimanded/confronted by being quiet? Doesn't make any sense does it? Well it kinda befuddling to me as well. Whats wrong with me just being quiet, mostly keeping to myself? I ain't see no wrong, well maybe I am keeping my distance but what else do you expect me to do. Communicate with you like old normal times ? As if nothing happened, yeah I wish but this sudden awkwardness is inevitable. I tried to remain nonchalant but u see me as being disrespectful. Yes you have a point there that u're both mad at me because of a reason which I was the so called 'culprit' and like I said I don't mind if u're losing ur trust on me but don't ever treat me like a kid. Making excuses, lying to me about this and that so that I won't repeat the same mistake again. Its already been a week. Yes I missed talking to both of you, its hard to just act nonchalant when actually you are feeling downcast. But what else do you expect me to do huh? When u started reprimanding me, honestly im like what did I do wrong this time? Im just keeping my mouth shut cause I know if I kept my mouth open, it won't be preety cause u know me. Right now, im more comfortable keeping to myself.
Enough of that. Finally let it off my chest but I keep thinking bout it. I know I should give in but im stubborn. Honestly stubborn. Having to laugh, smiling all the time which I may be faking sometime but I don't know what else I am gonna do. Sigh.
Ok lets talk about something else. I know I am a little late to update about our so called slumber party. It was slumber all right but not exactly a party although there's pure entertainment there all right hehe. Having to gather was pure fun although its not exactly satisfying cause we didn't have a chance for our girl talks and our moment of gossips bah! But besides that, it was all great. Did some cooking, watching movies from Bollywood to Hollywood, camwhoring eventhough not all the pictures were very nice, not glamorous u know with us wearing oversized t-shirts and shorts haha, and to the fun fact that we actually shared a bed together and leaving Atiqah sleeping alone on the mattress below with no fan. With me selfishly having the blanket all to myself, having Shyka to sleep in the cold with the fan just above her head. Sorry babe. To think that I seriously thought that it was 8 in the morning when it was already 12+ in the afternoon. Ladies for sure. I don't think Nisa slept at all. Hmmm whatever. We had fun at least.
Not very preety isn't it and obviously not that glamourous either.
Oh well this is yet another damn lengthy post of mine again.
Btw im pissed that Alexis was voted out of A.I.
Its not like I don't like Michael, is that his name? ouh watever but I feel like
Alexis is worth the competition u know. Oh well as long as Adam is safe, and a few of my other
favs, it should be all right. Kris Allen ain't that bad either. What a bunch season 8 has!