The 'After Party' { Saturday, April 4, 2009 * }
Before I talked about our 'The four of Us again' trip, I just like to blog about a couple of things. The so called 'after party'.
Its kinda like de ja vu again whereby after the fun day of joy, laughter, madness and utterly carzy sense of humour, it will then turned into something which I basically dread. It was worst this time and both times after a day of fun at Sentosa. I hate my current situation which have been lingering for quite a while. Do I deserved this? All these? Maybe but not to that extreme extent. You have the rights and bear this in mind I will not erase anything out of my mind. I marked ur words. Rubbish. Do you know me? I mean do the whole family know me? I feel like an outcast. The me at home you people see is not not the me whom my friends see. The me at home is different by a thousand miles from the me whom my friends see. The me whom my friends see is the real me. Do u get it? Do u understand? I don't think so.
Hurt.
Physically.
Mentally.
Emotionally.
Wow I didn't know that deleting pictures can be so ermm idk . . Deleted all the pictures cause the camera was not mine in the first place.
Before I talked about our 'The four of Us again' trip, I just like to blog about a couple of things. The so called 'after party'.
Its kinda like de ja vu again whereby after the fun day of joy, laughter, madness and utterly carzy sense of humour, it will then turned into something which I basically dread. It was worst this time and both times after a day of fun at Sentosa. I hate my current situation which have been lingering for quite a while. Do I deserved this? All these? Maybe but not to that extreme extent. You have the rights and bear this in mind I will not erase anything out of my mind. I marked ur words. Rubbish. Do you know me? I mean do the whole family know me? I feel like an outcast. The me at home you people see is not not the me whom my friends see. The me at home is different by a thousand miles from the me whom my friends see. The me whom my friends see is the real me. Do u get it? Do u understand? I don't think so.
Hurt.
Physically.
Mentally.
Emotionally.
Wow I didn't know that deleting pictures can be so ermm idk . . Deleted all the pictures cause the camera was not mine in the first place.