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Why is it so hard?? [Edited] { Tuesday, October 7, 2008 * }

O level is drawing near in fact next week will be the start of O. Finally i'll be graduating from school after spending five years of joy, sadness, conflicts, hatred and etc in this school. I basically want to be free from the school rules but not my classroom, friends and etc. They are my joy. Its sad when we are leaving when we are just bonding. Its just too saddening. Leaving my dear 5A soon. My dear dear dearest whimsical classmates. Saying all this made me 'sayu' for a moment. Sigh. Hey im beginning to be emo . . Well this is not what i had in mind actually. Ouh regarding my post title, yeah why is it so hard to make time? im confused and I really had no idea on which should be the priority 'this' or 'that'. I want to have time with 'this' as well as 'that' cause both 'this' and 'that' are dear to me but seriously its just so hard to make and find time to be equal. Shall not let this bother me cause its not worth it as I believe we will sort this out sooner or later. If its already hard this year, how will next year be?
I've made up my mind on which course and which school to go to and the decision had already been made. Insya-allah hopefully i get to the course and school I wanted and have a new life over there. Check out the website for the requirements for the course and will mug hard for these important subjects. School will officially end for Sec 4E/5N I mean for now lah until exams starts . . But still need attend school cause i still need help. Hey im feeling way better than before. Calefare made me laugh hehehehe . . Ok dats all folks.
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This post is as for today, Wednesday, 8 Oct 2008.
This is meant to be short and simple.
Just 5 words.
Im gonna miss my classmates.