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It should have not gone this way! { Tuesday, July 8, 2008 * }

I have a confession to make..

MT ORAL SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why did I say that? ITS BECAUSE MY MT ORAL DIDN'T TURNED OUT THAT WELL OR TOTALLY NOT!
OMG!! Im not blaming the question or anything but me! ME MYSELF AND I!
I've been cursing myself since the moment I stepped out of the examination room or I think the moment I get up from my seat.
Yes I did tried to calm myself down, but did I calm myself as I entered the room?
NoOOooooooo.. I certainly did not. I started out quite well eventhough I stumbled on some words but as soon as the conversation started, I started to freak out!
I vaguely remember what the questions were. My problem was the moment I speak out during the conversation, when I talked, I didn't actually answer the questions or maybe I did answered but i tend to forgot what the question were and when I can't relate back, I stopped.
That was my biggest mistake. I knew it when the moment the examiner asked
3 questions or more, they are testing us further as they are not satisfied with our previous answers. I just hope and pray hard that I pass my orals as it will totally help me
with the overall results.
I didn't do well with my papers and certainly didn't take full advantage
for the oral so just pray hard intan.. I just hope for a merit because have the letter 'D'
listed for my MT oral is like a fairytale dats not gonna happen.
Actually I have more to type down. I listed a whole paragraph of what to write on my way home. I was glad I went home alone to have myself cursed by my own self and did some self reflecting.
I have let it passed and of course tmrw my friends and I will be asking one another how
did our oral came along and my answer will be it went just fine. 'Sigh' as if I gonna say that.
Of course my mouth will not stop blaberring bout how sux my oral were.
Lets just say for the final time just to satisfy myself
MT ORAL
SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX!!
( Just remember the POCKY advertisement jingle, it should sound that way.. ;) )
Ermm no offence. Im just frustated with myself.