{ Monday, April 12, 2010 * }
Ugh i can't sleep.
Eventhough i slept like 5plus in the morning yesterday and woke up like 6hrs later.
I was sleepy thru out the day and managed to somehow sleep for 2omins just nice before
Hairspray started.
Missed the Shrek Forever and After thingy.
I repeat.
Ugh i can't sleep.
Kept tossing and turning.
Then lay still and started what else besides daydreaming.
Im still not used to it.
Not this unable to sleep situation, just this one thing that will always be in my mind.
One thing.
One person.
And to top it all, everything else just sucks.
My life sucks right now.
Totally. Useless.
Sigh.
People are getting ready for school tmrw but im not.
Fine i know others may have the same situation as me but seriously, it sucks isn't it?
At the age of just 19, well in my case lets just say 18.
Im like lost.
March and April dislikes me so much.
Many things happened during this two months.
At least last year April, im kinda have a life, have a school and have someone by my side.
Ouhh intan, let it go.
Reality checked intan, nothing will change for this one matter that is always stucked in ur mind.
But how could i not to ?
Not thinking about it.
Its hard to let go.
I can't move forward cos i kept reversing and get stuck there.
Sigh.
I really hope my appeal will be a successful one.
Please ITE, at least give me something to cheer me up.
Ugh i can't sleep.
Eventhough i slept like 5plus in the morning yesterday and woke up like 6hrs later.
I was sleepy thru out the day and managed to somehow sleep for 2omins just nice before
Hairspray started.
Missed the Shrek Forever and After thingy.
I repeat.
Ugh i can't sleep.
Kept tossing and turning.
Then lay still and started what else besides daydreaming.
Im still not used to it.
Not this unable to sleep situation, just this one thing that will always be in my mind.
One thing.
One person.
And to top it all, everything else just sucks.
My life sucks right now.
Totally. Useless.
Sigh.
People are getting ready for school tmrw but im not.
Fine i know others may have the same situation as me but seriously, it sucks isn't it?
At the age of just 19, well in my case lets just say 18.
Im like lost.
March and April dislikes me so much.
Many things happened during this two months.
At least last year April, im kinda have a life, have a school and have someone by my side.
Ouhh intan, let it go.
Reality checked intan, nothing will change for this one matter that is always stucked in ur mind.
But how could i not to ?
Not thinking about it.
Its hard to let go.
I can't move forward cos i kept reversing and get stuck there.
Sigh.
I really hope my appeal will be a successful one.
Please ITE, at least give me something to cheer me up.
Labels: it won't come true., Stop daydreaming