Its a rough period of life. { Saturday, April 3, 2010 * }
Im sad. Im feeling really downcast.
First thing, im lost. I mean idk where im leading to now if things isn't gg the right way.
The way ive planned it to be.
I mean, i've been lost abt my education journey once and now im in this situation again.
At least last year, i had backup plans.
Going into ITE wasn't a mistake. I don't regret it at all.
Thats why im hoping to progress in ITE but the result was devastating.
Im totally sad. I've no words to decribe what im feeling now.
Its not because i did bad in my exams okay. Get that. Thanks.
My mind getting creative by the minute, thinking of the possibilities and negatives possibilities as well.
If its negative, i'll just break down.
Im hoping i'll get into that course.
Im gonna appeal. Appeal hard.
But at the same, i don't want to do things due to desperate measures.
Like, for example, vacancies available in other courses are like engineering, megatronics etc.
Honestly, im nt interested in any.
Second thing, i don't have any idea about the courses.
And. Its common sense. Higher nitec is for 2 years.
2 years.
Im not gonna involve myself in a course that im not interested at all for two years.
Interest still take a stand in my situation. Get it?
Still. idk.
My looking forward to Monday and see how thing goes.
My plans are messed up once again. And this time im really feeling down.
For O levels, yeah i can say serve me right cos my grades ain't good. Sucks.
But now, im doing well in school.
Its like wth for me. You feel what i feel people?
Still. i have to have faith in myself again and pick myself up, think positive.
Maybe i'll be given a space and a second chance.
For now, i'll just wait.
Hey hair .. Don't ever leave me. I love you even if u don't see that in my face and the way im acting. Please.
Im sad. Im feeling really downcast.
First thing, im lost. I mean idk where im leading to now if things isn't gg the right way.
The way ive planned it to be.
I mean, i've been lost abt my education journey once and now im in this situation again.
At least last year, i had backup plans.
Going into ITE wasn't a mistake. I don't regret it at all.
Thats why im hoping to progress in ITE but the result was devastating.
Im totally sad. I've no words to decribe what im feeling now.
Its not because i did bad in my exams okay. Get that. Thanks.
My mind getting creative by the minute, thinking of the possibilities and negatives possibilities as well.
If its negative, i'll just break down.
Im hoping i'll get into that course.
Im gonna appeal. Appeal hard.
But at the same, i don't want to do things due to desperate measures.
Like, for example, vacancies available in other courses are like engineering, megatronics etc.
Honestly, im nt interested in any.
Second thing, i don't have any idea about the courses.
And. Its common sense. Higher nitec is for 2 years.
2 years.
Im not gonna involve myself in a course that im not interested at all for two years.
Interest still take a stand in my situation. Get it?
Still. idk.
My looking forward to Monday and see how thing goes.
My plans are messed up once again. And this time im really feeling down.
For O levels, yeah i can say serve me right cos my grades ain't good. Sucks.
But now, im doing well in school.
Its like wth for me. You feel what i feel people?
Still. i have to have faith in myself again and pick myself up, think positive.
Maybe i'll be given a space and a second chance.
For now, i'll just wait.
Hey hair .. Don't ever leave me. I love you even if u don't see that in my face and the way im acting. Please.
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