Bonkers ! { Friday, April 2, 2010 * }
Ouhkay im soo soooooo sooooooooo restless rite now !
And im typing in full speed ( for my pace lah ) cos idk i think im going bonkers soon.
Check my portal countless times.
Nothing.
No calls or any msgs frm my CA.
Nothing. Like i said earlier.
Nope im not restless. Im gg bonkers.
Im freaking out.
Ugh i feel like dialing my CA up but since its 1.06am rite now, it would not be appropriate.
Ugh. I shldn't be disturbing him. Maybe he's bedrocking or something.
Sheesh. **Bad image**
Anyways, urghhh when will morning comes. OMGGGGGAAADDDD.
Its kinda like repetition of last year.
It was the same feeling again. Waiting for my results but helllooooooooo !
School is starting in two weeks time and i don't even know what course im getting into.
The thing is, i only applied one course. GENIOUS.
No, i don't even know if i'll get a school in the first place. Gees !
Screw whatever my GPA was back then.
Even if i did good, make it to the top list, if i don't get a place in that course, im dead.
Okay okay relax. Chill.
Chill Intan chill.
***** DEEP BREATH IN AND OUT *****
Okay.
My mind is not mentally cleared.
Freaking out still.
Yet. Okay lets think positive kay intan dearest.
See im really gg bonkers, typing the post to myself ! =.=
I did good.
My GPA was good.
Yes there's competitors frm the O level students, stilll ....
STILL WHAT?
Lets just hope.
Friend said 20plus frm my class got in to Leisure and Travel Operation. Okay.
So maybe im one of the 20 ?
Thats like nearly 3/4 of the class.
Since my class has 38 people since i last recalled.
Pheww.
Okay now my mind is thinking straight. Still a lil ziq zaq .
Im nervous.
Way way too nervous.
I believe in myself. But still .. sigh idk.
If i didn't get in, im not really sure where im leading to next.
No no no im not giving up.
I'll call my CA first thing, or maybe a few things after i woke up.
Pray pray pray and just have faith in myself. =)
Ouhkay im soo soooooo sooooooooo restless rite now !
And im typing in full speed ( for my pace lah ) cos idk i think im going bonkers soon.
Check my portal countless times.
Nothing.
No calls or any msgs frm my CA.
Nothing. Like i said earlier.
Nope im not restless. Im gg bonkers.
Im freaking out.
Ugh i feel like dialing my CA up but since its 1.06am rite now, it would not be appropriate.
Ugh. I shldn't be disturbing him. Maybe he's bedrocking or something.
Sheesh. **Bad image**
Anyways, urghhh when will morning comes. OMGGGGGAAADDDD.
Its kinda like repetition of last year.
It was the same feeling again. Waiting for my results but helllooooooooo !
School is starting in two weeks time and i don't even know what course im getting into.
The thing is, i only applied one course. GENIOUS.
No, i don't even know if i'll get a school in the first place. Gees !
Screw whatever my GPA was back then.
Even if i did good, make it to the top list, if i don't get a place in that course, im dead.
Okay okay relax. Chill.
Chill Intan chill.
***** DEEP BREATH IN AND OUT *****
Okay.
My mind is not mentally cleared.
Freaking out still.
Yet. Okay lets think positive kay intan dearest.
See im really gg bonkers, typing the post to myself ! =.=
I did good.
My GPA was good.
Yes there's competitors frm the O level students, stilll ....
STILL WHAT?
Lets just hope.
Friend said 20plus frm my class got in to Leisure and Travel Operation. Okay.
So maybe im one of the 20 ?
Thats like nearly 3/4 of the class.
Since my class has 38 people since i last recalled.
Pheww.
Okay now my mind is thinking straight. Still a lil ziq zaq .
Im nervous.
Way way too nervous.
I believe in myself. But still .. sigh idk.
If i didn't get in, im not really sure where im leading to next.
No no no im not giving up.
I'll call my CA first thing, or maybe a few things after i woke up.
Pray pray pray and just have faith in myself. =)