Results taken. Bah. Im fine now i guess, sorting out my feelings through and accepting the fact that damn I didn't do that well for O. If I was to blog yesterday, god I'll be talking crap, venting out my anger and all so probably was a good decision to calm myself down first. Tranquility for a moment. Bah. Results was totally unexpected. English, Combined, F&N, Science, what the hell happened. Can't blamed the markers for suffering from hangovers the day before marking the papers. How the hell did I get C for both F&N and science. Its like bloody hell. But whats done is done, no one to blame except myself or maybe the Cambrigde people who maybe drunk when marking the paper or preparing the paper. A good example will be the Bio paper. I feel much better today compared to yesterday, well spending money helps cheer me up a little anyways was too jaded yesterday. Just hope that HOPEFULLY things may work out as the way I planned from now like 3 years in ITE and afterwhich Poly or MDIS and pursue an advanced diploma but im just being forward looking which is a good thing right rather than running here and there not even sure which path to go. Anyways what is 3 years compared to the rest of your life doing nothing or holding a job as a sweeper down the streets. Am I talking crap? U know what, in my head im actually thinking of those who looked at your certificate for example english, and when they saw like an D7 and below, they will have the tendency to think that your english is crap when its actually not. U get what I mean? Guess most of us will have to take a longer route? If money is not the issue, I will definitely enrol in SHATEC but I guess it was not meant to be. There's no shortcut in life and every success comes after a failure right so should bear that in mind. Like I said im looking forward to changes only that before that, I have to accept these changes first.

Praying hard that I get that course if not all my plan will go down the drain, AGAIN.

M&S, u're amazing. Giving me my pay just at the right time. Well at least this time, I kept

within the budget compared to the previous shopping hunt. Went too overboard haha. Yes im smiling right now, able to make a smile on my face but god knows what lies behind that

smile right. To my friends, thanks for the words of advices and encouragement. Appreciate it.

Im tired now. Bye.

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Penning that post above sounded like I've already face the reality haha. Well currently Im trying to apply for higher nitec courses in business which hopefully, may be my luck if I did get the course thus save one year but see first. If not then I'll stick to my plan. It soesn't hurt to try and considering re-taking english and combined humans. Considering only but might have the chance to. Lets just leave it to tomorrow. I have 25 points. Sigh.

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I guess this post will keep getting longer and longer cause I keep re-editing and

its for the 3rd time now. God, just give me a moment of tranquility. Just for a moment.

Eventhough, there's smiles and laughter coming out from my face and mouth, but it didn't help

me a lot cause all the way, I kept thinking. Think of these and that. The possibilities and the negativity. I seriously could not take it anymore, there's too many choices and one of the choices willgive me a chance to be in a better position than my current situation now. Many people

are talking and it really made me think a lot, A LOT. But my heart and mind is 50/50 of me

wearing that purple skirt back. Like c'mon, are you serious? If money is not the issue.

Yes, im considering private , only thing is the cost. English and combined humanities only.

I might consider it again cause right now, im taking every opportunity thats is install for me.

I've already appealed for Higher Nitec and tomorrow, RP. If things really, really which hopefully

will not be the case that I didn't get any of these, I'll stick through my plan. God it sounded like

I just gave up like that. Seriously, im stucked. Good points pointed there but yeah seriously,

my mind is all down right now. Just simply couldn't think straight right now. Can I just die or be in a coma right now and revive back when everything is done?

********************************

Re-editing again. Now I try to make my options wider so that I can divert to many

different paths and not just a single one. Done it all except for one which is to re-take but not for all the subjects cause I shall not dwell on subjects that I've already passed. So from now,

time will tell to determine where I am in 2 months time. Who knows I can be accepted to

RP right? No harm trying. Hello to WSSS again? Right now, I intend to move forward, move

on. Anyway spending an already 5 years and adding another year in a secondary school?

Bah no way! Kinda nightmarish just even thinking abt it. Smiles!

Ouh the current Archie song here in my blog suits my current situation right now, i just realized

only the difference is that he's singing for a girl and me , my results. Haha listen.

Results taken. Bah. Im fine now i guess, sorting out my feelings through and accepting the fact that damn I didn't do that well for O. If I was to blog yesterday, god I'll be talking crap, venting out my anger and all so probably was a good decision to calm myself down first. Tranquility for a moment. Bah. Results was totally unexpected. English, Combined, F&N, Science, what the hell happened. Can't blamed the markers for suffering from hangovers the day before marking the papers. How the hell did I get C for both F&N and science. Its like bloody hell. But whats done is done, no one to blame except myself or maybe the Cambrigde people who maybe drunk when marking the paper or preparing the paper. A good example will be the Bio paper. I feel much better today compared to yesterday, well spending money helps cheer me up a little anyways was too jaded yesterday. Just hope that HOPEFULLY things may work out as the way I planned from now like 3 years in ITE and afterwhich Poly or MDIS and pursue an advanced diploma but im just being forward looking which is a good thing right rather than running here and there not even sure which path to go. Anyways what is 3 years compared to the rest of your life doing nothing or holding a job as a sweeper down the streets. Am I talking crap? U know what, in my head im actually thinking of those who looked at your certificate for example english, and when they saw like an D7 and below, they will have the tendency to think that your english is crap when its actually not. U get what I mean? Guess most of us will have to take a longer route? If money is not the issue, I will definitely enrol in SHATEC but I guess it was not meant to be. There's no shortcut in life and every success comes after a failure right so should bear that in mind. Like I said im looking forward to changes only that before that, I have to accept these changes first.

Praying hard that I get that course if not all my plan will go down the drain, AGAIN.

M&S, u're amazing. Giving me my pay just at the right time. Well at least this time, I kept

within the budget compared to the previous shopping hunt. Went too overboard haha. Yes im smiling right now, able to make a smile on my face but god knows what lies behind that

smile right. To my friends, thanks for the words of advices and encouragement. Appreciate it.

Im tired now. Bye.

***********************************

Penning that post above sounded like I've already face the reality haha. Well currently Im trying to apply for higher nitec courses in business which hopefully, may be my luck if I did get the course thus save one year but see first. If not then I'll stick to my plan. It soesn't hurt to try and considering re-taking english and combined humans. Considering only but might have the chance to. Lets just leave it to tomorrow. I have 25 points. Sigh.

*********************************

I guess this post will keep getting longer and longer cause I keep re-editing and

its for the 3rd time now. God, just give me a moment of tranquility. Just for a moment.

Eventhough, there's smiles and laughter coming out from my face and mouth, but it didn't help

me a lot cause all the way, I kept thinking. Think of these and that. The possibilities and the negativity. I seriously could not take it anymore, there's too many choices and one of the choices willgive me a chance to be in a better position than my current situation now. Many people

are talking and it really made me think a lot, A LOT. But my heart and mind is 50/50 of me

wearing that purple skirt back. Like c'mon, are you serious? If money is not the issue.

Yes, im considering private , only thing is the cost. English and combined humanities only.

I might consider it again cause right now, im taking every opportunity thats is install for me.

I've already appealed for Higher Nitec and tomorrow, RP. If things really, really which hopefully

will not be the case that I didn't get any of these, I'll stick through my plan. God it sounded like

I just gave up like that. Seriously, im stucked. Good points pointed there but yeah seriously,

my mind is all down right now. Just simply couldn't think straight right now. Can I just die or be in a coma right now and revive back when everything is done?

********************************

Re-editing again. Now I try to make my options wider so that I can divert to many

different paths and not just a single one. Done it all except for one which is to re-take but not for all the subjects cause I shall not dwell on subjects that I've already passed. So from now,

time will tell to determine where I am in 2 months time. Who knows I can be accepted to

RP right? No harm trying. Hello to WSSS again? Right now, I intend to move forward, move

on. Anyway spending an already 5 years and adding another year in a secondary school?

Bah no way! Kinda nightmarish just even thinking abt it. Smiles!

Ouh the current Archie song here in my blog suits my current situation right now, i just realized

only the difference is that he's singing for a girl and me , my results. Haha listen.

Results taken. Bah. Im fine now i guess, sorting out my feelings through and accepting the fact that damn I didn't do that well for O. If I was to blog yesterday, god I'll be talking crap, venting out my anger and all so probably was a good decision to calm myself down first. Tranquility for a moment. Bah. Results was totally unexpected. English, Combined, F&N, Science, what the hell happened. Can't blamed the markers for suffering from hangovers the day before marking the papers. How the hell did I get C for both F&N and science. Its like bloody hell. But whats done is done, no one to blame except myself or maybe the Cambrigde people who maybe drunk when marking the paper or preparing the paper. A good example will be the Bio paper. I feel much better today compared to yesterday, well spending money helps cheer me up a little anyways was too jaded yesterday. Just hope that HOPEFULLY things may work out as the way I planned from now like 3 years in ITE and afterwhich Poly or MDIS and pursue an advanced diploma but im just being forward looking which is a good thing right rather than running here and there not even sure which path to go. Anyways what is 3 years compared to the rest of your life doing nothing or holding a job as a sweeper down the streets. Am I talking crap? U know what, in my head im actually thinking of those who looked at your certificate for example english, and when they saw like an D7 and below, they will have the tendency to think that your english is crap when its actually not. U get what I mean? Guess most of us will have to take a longer route? If money is not the issue, I will definitely enrol in SHATEC but I guess it was not meant to be. There's no shortcut in life and every success comes after a failure right so should bear that in mind. Like I said im looking forward to changes only that before that, I have to accept these changes first.

Praying hard that I get that course if not all my plan will go down the drain, AGAIN.

M&S, u're amazing. Giving me my pay just at the right time. Well at least this time, I kept

within the budget compared to the previous shopping hunt. Went too overboard haha. Yes im smiling right now, able to make a smile on my face but god knows what lies behind that

smile right. To my friends, thanks for the words of advices and encouragement. Appreciate it.

Im tired now. Bye.

***********************************

Penning that post above sounded like I've already face the reality haha. Well currently Im trying to apply for higher nitec courses in business which hopefully, may be my luck if I did get the course thus save one year but see first. If not then I'll stick to my plan. It soesn't hurt to try and considering re-taking english and combined humans. Considering only but might have the chance to. Lets just leave it to tomorrow. I have 25 points. Sigh.

*********************************

I guess this post will keep getting longer and longer cause I keep re-editing and

its for the 3rd time now. God, just give me a moment of tranquility. Just for a moment.

Eventhough, there's smiles and laughter coming out from my face and mouth, but it didn't help

me a lot cause all the way, I kept thinking. Think of these and that. The possibilities and the negativity. I seriously could not take it anymore, there's too many choices and one of the choices willgive me a chance to be in a better position than my current situation now. Many people

are talking and it really made me think a lot, A LOT. But my heart and mind is 50/50 of me

wearing that purple skirt back. Like c'mon, are you serious? If money is not the issue.

Yes, im considering private , only thing is the cost. English and combined humanities only.

I might consider it again cause right now, im taking every opportunity thats is install for me.

I've already appealed for Higher Nitec and tomorrow, RP. If things really, really which hopefully

will not be the case that I didn't get any of these, I'll stick through my plan. God it sounded like

I just gave up like that. Seriously, im stucked. Good points pointed there but yeah seriously,

my mind is all down right now. Just simply couldn't think straight right now. Can I just die or be in a coma right now and revive back when everything is done?

********************************

Re-editing again. Now I try to make my options wider so that I can divert to many

different paths and not just a single one. Done it all except for one which is to re-take but not for all the subjects cause I shall not dwell on subjects that I've already passed. So from now,

time will tell to determine where I am in 2 months time. Who knows I can be accepted to

RP right? No harm trying. Hello to WSSS again? Right now, I intend to move forward, move

on. Anyway spending an already 5 years and adding another year in a secondary school?

Bah no way! Kinda nightmarish just even thinking abt it. Smiles!

Ouh the current Archie song here in my blog suits my current situation right now, i just realized

only the difference is that he's singing for a girl and me , my results. Haha listen.