Im the bitch. Ur an ass. { Thursday, June 10, 2010 * }
Dude listen here. Yeah i gt no balls to say it straight to ur face.
U know whats our problem?
U don't trust me and hand down i knew it long ago and i've learnt to live with it.
And frankly, i can close one eye.
But when its too much, its getting on my nerves.
Secondly, u dun trust my friends either.
Maybe u do but who know? Cos u've been acting like all my friends are just freaking bad.
Haahs maybe ur best friends don't like me either. And i so think tats true. Ha ha.
I made
their best friend so down low.
I looked cheap to them too.
Thirdly, yes u leave me hanging dude.
U came in and out of my life.
Can't u see that in a way, this relationship or whatsover is controlled by u?
If u don't think so, i do.
Ur jealousy are out of control.
Pictures doesn't tell all dude.
Wall posts doesn't tell all too dude.
If it does. that i shld be the one one bombarding u with fcuking lame jealousy.
See how many girls u have.
Okay fine they are friends.
Then what are mine?
Scandals lovers to u. I knew it.
I have my empty promises and let u down .
But get this for sure, my love ain't fake.
Think whatever u want to think.
I immuned to it already.
This three months is just enough to make me stabilize myself.
How can i know how u feel?
Everytime we met, we'll be fighting by the end of the day.
Afterwhich goodbye.
Im done with it. Thats why i don't put in high hopes anymore.
My problem?I kept breaking tat promises i made to you.
Giving empty promises to you.
I act like someone who has no dignity aren't i?
Im stubborn. Fcuking hands down stubb.
Just so u know there's a difference btwn a friend compared to someone u love dude.
Get that in ur mind.
Sigh.
At the end of the day, i wish everything could just be normal .
Im nt over you.
Its just that for the past three months, i have to learn to live my life without u.
Cos, honestly ive been overly dependent on u.
And my fb status doesn't tell that im over u dude.
The past three months i've to learn to live with myself again what.
I love you dude.
Just that ur mind just can't seem to acknowledged that.
Labels: Just normal.