{ Thursday, May 1, 2008 * }
Life is such a bore. Im talkin about my life. Its so monotonous and mundane. Moments lyke this I kept thinkin about me and comparing myself with others. Its lyke Im at the bottom while the rest is on top. Sometimes I feel that Im aimless. going somewhere without any plans, just going with the flow kinda thing.
I wanna to have more friends besides my daily friends which I meet in school 5 days a week, I wanna have an improved kinda life having all that I want, going to places that I wanna go and of cz I wanna have a bf by my side. Im lonely. I wanna have a man by my side to make me happy, laugh with me and is there when i needed him. Yes I a finally admitted that im lonely. Yes I do have my circle of friends with me but dats not enuf. They may see me happy, laughing and goofing ard but there are still a part of me that they do not understand. I want LOVE. Or just a guy friend. APrt of me says that having a BF will mean no freedom and such and yes I still agree to that term but the remaining part of me says that Im lonely. The only thing that hinders me is my ownself.