Why must it be now?! { Sunday, March 30, 2008 * }
God! Life totally sux at the moment.. Im still sobbering since 15 mins agob when something important to me at this very moment suddenly corrupt! I can open it no matter how many time i tried. Shoot! Why must it be now? Does the folder realize how important it is to me?! Now my research is all gone! I have put so much effort in doing it and it vanish just like dat! God i've no idea how to start my research and worst still i just could not think straight! Guess Raudha's wish of our coursework having problems was granted!! Aarghh!!!! I've already completed that precious research of mine for god sake!
My files are all over me due to my tossing and throwing to vent my angerness and my frustration! my right hand hurts so is right foot because of my kicking and hitting my computer. My mind is in a mess right now thinking of thousands of possibilities that might happen such as what if my corrupted folder could not be save? I donno wat to do. Yup i am re-doin my research but it obviously won't ve the same as the previous one where i've already edited and also added some points in it. I thougght that i will now focus on my development for the erst of the evening since my research is done nut things does not always go our way doesn't it? I think i just shut down for a while, calm myself down and continue with my research and development..
Life does not always go the way we plan
Overcoming situations like this are parts and parcel of life
Ups and downs
Downs and ups
Tears and smiles
Sadness
Anger
Frustration
Stress
Happiness
Humans could not run from all this
and so can't I..